Is it Right? | PJM ✅️

Chapter 31

In the evening Rohan took me out on a restaurant. We sat on a table shown by a stuff. Rohan ordered whatever he wanted cause I wasn't in the mood for ordering something I like. Honestly after listening those taunts and harsh words everyday, all day, who will be in a mood to eat or do something? Then Rohan directly asked about what I wanted to talk. After I arrived here he didn't even once asked me about my trip or saying he missed me or anything nice. Only straight to the point. Well this is nothing new cause he always been like this, like his mother's puppet. Just points, no concern or love showed to me, even when we were newly married. Honestly at first I got a little jealous watching my in-laws still in love and his father always listens to his mother even after so many years of marriage. But we never had even a normal conversation. He didn't show me any affection. I mean if people have a dog around after some time they also get affectionate towards that dog or even a robot. Am I even worse than that? I regret making him my first. Giving him my everything for the first time, giving him my virginity. But thanks to his negativity I realised what it feels to be truly loved by someone.
I came to my consciousness as Rohan started to shake my hand.
Rohan : What happened?
Natasha : Nothing. You were saying?
Rohan : I asked you what you wanted to talk about? I mean is that even important? We could talk at home. Why outside? Home was better place to talk. That's our home. Mom was right. That was your house too.
He was continuing his mother's speech I got so disgusted and angry. I wanted to spill it out in a nice way. But i suddenly spoke in between his blabbing.
Natasha : I want a divorce.
Rohan : What?
Natasha : I want a divorce Rohan.
Rohan : Yeah. You must be drunk. Why do you even want a divorce? We are happy together.
Natasha : Happy? We? Did you ever for a second think about me? You think about the relationship between your parents. What do you see?
Rohan : But?
Natasha : I said what do you see?
Rohan : Love, affection, understanding.
Natasha : Now look at our relationship. What do you see?
Rohan : ......
Natasha : What happened? Cat got your tongue?
Rohan : But divorce is not a solution.
Natasha : Then what? My suicide is a solution to you?
Rohan : What?
Natasha : Yes I tried many times but couldn't only because of Asha.
Rohan : Exactly think about her. Divorce is not a solution. You can't.
Natasha : Yes I can. I am a human too. I also have my own identity. I also have my heart, my dream and my wishes. Family can't be a person's only identity. I am a human too. But it seems you forgot that. It's too late and it can't be fixed by only a sorry. Cause this will continue till I die. Do you ever hear Asha calling me mom? Exactly. I didn't get anything and you always say everything is mine. You shouldn't only say it. You should have meant it. I am sorry but the damage is already done and it cannot be fixed.
Rohan *after thinking something*: That's not it. You have done something right? You just covering up by saying all this as an excuse? What did you do? Answer me God dammit.
Natasha : I slept with someone.
Rohan : What!!!! You cheated on me.
Natasha : Cheating word comes when there is love in a relationship. Ours was only a legal relationship. Not a loved one. So there is no cheating. But if I accept you. I will be cheating on myself.
Rohan : Oh, so that's the issue. You slept with someone and now you don't like me. Why? What the hell that man gave you that I can't? I can dig into you better. You slut.
That was it. I slapped so hard on his face. My hand was redden and hurting.
Natasha : A son of a bitch like you will never understand the meaning of words like respect and real love. You and your family always treats me like a doormat. I was silent cause I didn't want to break relationship cause I know it's only a matter of a second to break a relationship but it takes a person's whole life to bind and maintain a relationship. But I forgot that it has to be double sided. One side of it alone can't keep it stable.
I calmed myself down and sat on the my sit.
Natasha : Listen Rohan. I want a mutual divorce. I have had enough of humiliation and taunts and harsh words and mental torture. I can't take it anymore. Please co-operate with me. Please try to understand.
Rohan : But I have to talk to my mom.
Natasha : Rohan you are 25 now. Atleast now be a man. Learn to take your own decisions. I know you have to let her know but you have to take a stand for yourself. You are not only my husband but also a friend before that. I will never want anything bad for you.
Rohan : Please give me some time. I will talk to you about this.
Natasha : Ok. Uumm... Rohan sorry for the slap. I hope it didn't hurt you.
Rohan : I deserved it. I know you very well than anyone. You are anything but slut. I shouldn't have said that to you. But whom did you sleep with?
Natasha : I can't tell you. Also you don't know him, so... What's the point?
Rohan : I just wanted to know with whom I lost.
Natasha : Rohan you didn't lose with anyone. We just weren't meant to be together. You and I both deserve better.