lost

7.

North

Sure she's gorgeous,but why did doc volunteer us to watch her.  If she hates the academy so much, why did Nikolai make her go with us, what ever he said to her, she just nodded and agreed after some discussion, she looked heartbroken.

As we lead her to my jeep, I can't help but look at her, with her eyes to the ground a sorrowful expression, I have yet to truly look into those eyes of hers, I know they are green,but that's all I know.  Once we get to the jeep, I hold the door open for her and with a quiet thank you she gets in and buckles up in the back seat. As Doc and I enter, we notice she just looks out the back window, and with a look to each other we just know that this is not going to be easy task, no matter what. I just hope she lets us in.

Dr. Green

I can't help and notice the way the young girl we are going to be taken care of is just watching,leaning against the window as she looks outside and then I see a lonely tear, just one. And then she wipes it away. Shes beautiful that's for sure and I can't help. It wonder where she came from and how the hell she is involved with the Russian Mafia. Something tells me there is more to this bird than we realize and just how deep is she in to the underground. And what happened for her to despise the academy so much.

Sang

I couldn't help but stare out the window of the academy boys jeep, of all people he sends me with the academy, just because my sperm donor is at his compound. I only agreed to go because Nickolai has always been there for me. Whether it was because I needed a father or I was present when Pierre and Stephan would visit for business,he's always been there. I can't smile,because to me I have gone fr one cage to another. Stuck in the hellhole growing up,stuck to the side of Pierre's gang and now the academy. When do I get a chance to have freedom,live my life. When do I get the chance to spread my wings and explore the world as myself not tied down to any one else,where I get to call the shots
Who am I kidding that has never happened to me and never will. I can't trust no one and what do I do if these guys are the same as everyone else,where would I go, sure Nickolai gave me money to get myself some necessities which we have now that we stopped, but without an identity I can't do anything and I don't have the skills to make my own fake ids.

Will someone ever live me like I'm meant to be or am I destined to be alone for the rest of my life. The only one that truly cared was taken from me when we were little. And even if he did come back,we were already gone.

I'm slowly losing hope and my faith is hanging by a very thin piece of string ready to break at any given time.