Joshua watched as there choreo teacher moved trying to analyze and follow the older but he was way to fast then he ever could be the dance moves were a bit difficult for him to follow he were a bit slower than the others but he paid attention to understand better he was slowly getting upset because he weren't getting it right every time it was always him messing up, but the members were quick to tell him he did good and he needs to work on his moves more and he was grateful towards them.
"Let's do it over again from the top." The choreo teacher says his eyes watching Joshua everyone knew the choreo teacher meant Joshua as they know Joshua is a bit slow when it comes to getting the dance moves correct they know how strict the choreo teacher is when it came to dancing and getting the moves correct and point out exactly how he wants it or you ended up being embarrassingly scolded and that's not what Joshua wanted even if he was use to it he hated it.
They did it again but this time the Choreo Teacher watched strictly aiming at each of there moves it made Joshua a bit nervous, his nervousness was making him extremely upset but he tried they all danced into the music stopped, making everyone stop.
The Choreo Teacher scan the room.
"Joshua Your Just horrible." The Choreo Teacher spat aggressively, everyone's eyes went to Joshua, Joshua closed his eyes and sighed angrily.
"You need to work harder it looks like your not fucking trying do you not want to be here Hong Jisoo." The Trainer asks aggressively smirking horrendously.
"Y-Yes."Joshua spoke in a trembling and subdued tone, his head feeling unsteady as all eyes were fixed on him. He sensed the hostility emanating from the others in the room.
"It dosen't seem like it the whole team looks a complete mess because of you...."he chuckles holding that last sentence just to make me even more angry "you just seem so horrible at everything you can't do a simple dance right." The trainer spat angrily.
"I will see you all at 7 in the morning straight don't be late You all better get this check if not I wouldn't promise anything great happening or a big future for you all anymore just a snap because of him you all will fail." The trainer left smirking leaving the 13 boys alone, Joshua was stunned.
"Let's go." Seungcheol says quietly walking towards the door quietly.
"You fucking idiot Hong jisoo! You can't do anything right can't you." Chan says out of nowhere approaching Joshua who only looked up angrily.
"I tried Chan I'm not gonna argue with you." Joshua says.
"No you know why you can't do anything because your not trying hard enough!." Chan says that made Joshua even more pissed and he pushed Chan hard on the ground making him hit his elbow in pain him yelping from the pain.
"Chan!."the others came yelling from behind.
Joshua watched as Chan was helped from the floor casted outside getting glares from the others.
Joshua didn't know what to do anymore.
Joshua finally left the building from the others being told that they left in the car without him he understood they were mad at him and he felt bad for hitting Chan he was mad and shouldn't have acted rashly towards him.
As Joshua get back he was extremely tired everyone seemed pretty normal so he didn't worry about it he thought about apologizing to Chan tomorrow and fell asleep in his shared room with Seungcheol.
(Don't know why this chap is so short but since its so short I will post 2 chaps.)
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RandomWhere Joshua fell into deep depression when the members started to ignore him. TW, DEPRESSION, ATTEMPT SUICIDAL, EMOTIONAL, CUTTING, also other warnings but i will put it in the beginning of the chapters. Gaining Schizophrenia!!! Warning This is ver...