Alone

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Extremely short but im posting 2 chaps today.

He was awoken by Wonwoo saying they were here he nodded and got out of the car feeling a wave of sickness feeling a bit to weak to walk.

"Hyung let's eat." Mingyu says.

You don't deserve his food you fat pig.

"I-I'm okay." Joshua says.

Mingyu nodded and left the boy, Seungcheol watched Joshua secretly he was starting to get suspicious of the younger.

"Is Hyung eating with us today." Minghao asked.

"Um no he said he's not hungry." Everyone looked at Mingyu "well he exactly said I'm okay."Mingyu says.

"I will get him." Seungcheol says.

"Joshua." Seungcheol says opening the door to see the boy sleeping.

"Hey Joshua!." Seungcheol says shaking the boy up.

"H-huh." Joshua says tiredly as his eyes slowly opens, his eyes widen jumping back.

"Are you coming to eat." Seungcheol said.

"No." Joshua says.

Seungcheol scoffed and closed the door.

You see what you just did! You made him angry you see why they don't care about you know they fucking hate you they will never love you.

Joshua cried he cried and cried he went inside the bathroom finding anything sharp, he did this once and promised never to do it again he swore but today he couldn't keep that promise to himself, he took the razor, I was quite scared to do it and hesitant my tears were blurry I couldn't see but the voice in my head.

Do it!, they will be happy if you just do it!.

They will be....happy.

Joshua drew the razor on his thigh it felt good it felt refreshing.

He did it once again and stopped and cleaned up hiding the razor crying his eyes out into he can fall asleep.