Alone

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Joshua yawned the small light creaking into the room beaming onto his bed he instantly got up and stretched, he looked over to check the time to see it was almost 6:30 making his eyes wide he instantly got up fishing for some clothes and instantly got into a quick shower, taking his last bit of time and brushed his teeth and slip on his dance shoes, he really didn't think about it much but usually Seungcheol will wake him up early they usually will wake up everyone but how come he didn't.

Joshua ranned downstairs to see everyone leaving out the house.

"How come anyone didn't wake me!." Joshua says.

Everyone looked at Seungcheol.

"You could wake your own self up Joshua your old enough." Seungcheol says coldly Joshua never heard seungcheols voice like that it was so cold he instantly started to get chills just how the members were acting towards him.

He brushed it off going inside the car no one didn't sit by him he wondered why he was hoping Jeonghan or Seungcheol or atleast Seokmin will and Chan was up a seat he sighed heavily.

Why was everyone acting so weird.

He brushed it off (2) again putting in his headphone listening to some music.

"He really think we're just gonna sit by him and forgive him to what he did to Chan he's not the Hyung I thought he was." Seokmin sulked.

"He hurt Chan pretty hard he has a big bruise on his arm." Seungkwan says in full worry.

"Guys stop talking about it please." Jeonghan says he didn't want to hear it anymore Joshua reacted the same way before he hurted Seokmin he pushed him pretty hard and end up hurting his back almost ending up in the hospital because they were playing around so that's why he was left off the hook.

Jeonghan sighed not wanting to think about it anymore.

"Okay we're here let's try to do things right I don't want to hear his fucking mouth talking horrible towards us." Seungcheol says stressfully he just wish their dance trainer ends up fired but he was the best so he was never fired.

They all walked inside the building being escorted to their dance practice room, Joshua felt a wind of nervousness fill him, he had to get this right he didn't want the members avoiding him any longer he dosen't want his Chan to be mad or upset at him any longer.

They walked inside tensions between the air as the trainer spoke.

"You guys know the routine." The trainer says eyeing all of them strictly everyone took a sip of there water before they began stretching.

After all the stretching they all began to listen to the trainer.

"I will start the music we're doing the same like yesterday we will keep doing it into all of you have get it right other than someone you all are getting there and we can move on to something else." The trainer spoked and they all nodded the trainer smirked as everyone obeyed and began to play the music they all began to dance, Joshua's mind was set on being focus but he couldn't if the trainer was watching him oddly, it made him upset he weren't that I'm watching you to see if you need help but I'm watching you so I can embarrassed you or is it something else?.

"Stop stop stop stop stop!." The trainer announces.

"Joshua again your not doing it right." The trainer spoked Joshua wanted to badly roll his eyes but he forced himself not to.

I wanted to tell him off why can't he just help me instead of being an asshole I weren't that good in dancing but I'm still determined to learn and he isn't teaching shit.

I got a glare from The others.

I sighed again before he started the music up again we danced I danced harder than last time using all the energy I could, I can see that smirk it's traumatizing the way he knows that I'm gonna mess up the way he watch my every movement just to embarrassed me about it he push me he pushes me to my limit and I can't help but not feel angry when I see him I feel weak I hate feeling weak I hate everything.