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Haru's POV

I didn't expect my life to turn upside down again, I wish I just open my eyes and I wouldn't be looking at his face right now.

After two years he's again ruining me, enjoying my misery. I was getting out of breath by his assault but all I could do was to just stand like a fucking toy, the way he wants.

I started hitting his shoulders letting him know that I'm out of breath, but he just pinned my hands and pressed his growing bulge to me.

This was all happening again, again I was drawn back to the same damn place . And this time I know what are his intentions but I'm helpless.

A tear slipped my eyes, thinking about everything how I believed his beautiful face. How I allowed him to use me as much as he wanted. How I thought my love was different.

Just stop

I cried pushing him, we were in the hospital. After the first day of our encounter I tried lying to him that I'm at hospital and I couldn't meet him. But whom am I even kidding,  he came to the hospital cornering me and using me again.

This disgusted me, how all of this sounded so pleasant a couple of years back. My lover who couldn't keep his hands to himself and wanted me 24×7 but right now all I want to just end this for good.

Hoseok: You can't say no to me, that was the deal doll!

I hated how he overpower me , I hated him. I hated that gut , I hated myself to love him . I hated how he made fool out of my love our love .

Why are you doing this to me..

I cried, looking at him the face which until now I couldn't hate. The face which is so pure, so precious the face which ruled my heart.

But as soon as I saw him smirk, that reminded me how wrong was I. How I couldn't differentiate between love and lust.

Hoseok: I love you doll..

Those words slipped as if he meant that, but I knew he was just acting just like all those times he made me believe those words.

Shut up,! Shut up stop saying that! You don't Dammit

I screamed at his face, but he just looked at me.

Hoseok: That's the problem doll, you don't believe me.

I scoffed

I don't believe you, yes I don't believe you because you didn't give me any fucking reason to believe you .

He grabbed my face angrily

Hoseok: Stop shouting at me haru,

I pushed his hands away

Why shouldn't I! You fucking ruined my life,

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