Nightmare

Chapter 17

..Blake's POV..

As I'm in my room, thinking about some shit that made me upset there's a knock on my door. I wasn't in the mood right now. "Go away" I say, there was a minute of silence when I hear "okay I'll see you tomorrow then" it was Ruth. Fuck.

I get up immediately and open the door, she was about to walk down the stairs when I grab her hand. "Wait no don't go" I say she smiles at me "I thought you wanted me to go away" she says.

I smile at her "I thought you were the guys or some one else. But it's you so don't go" I say she smiles and hugs me. "Are you okay?" She asks.

"I'm fine" I say she looks at me with an eyebrow raised. "Are you sure?" She asks as we both walk inside my room. "No.." I say. "What's wrong?" She asks me. "It's nothing I'm better now that my favorite person is here" I say pecking her lips.

"Blake Carter what's wrong?" She asks, I sigh and lay my head on her stomach. "I was just thinking about...my family" I say, I feel my throat aching. "Blake..." Ruth say, I feel my eyes stinging I don't wanna cry. Not in-front of Ruth she'll think I'm weak.

"Hey, look at me.." she says I look at her, and she's looking at me with sympathy and sadness. "I'm sorry.." she says "it's fine" I say. She hugs me hard and I hug her back. I feel tears roll down my eyes. What the fuck man don't let them fall!

"I just wish...I could've saved them" I say, my voice cracking. "I miss them so much, I miss Aiden, I miss my mom and dad...I want them back.." I say breaking down. Ruth holding me tighter rubbing my back.

"It should've been me who died not them! They should've survived." I say "hey Blake no don't say that..I'm sorry that they didn't survive but look I'm glad you did, and you survived for a reason. Your family is watching over you. They are still with you, and I'm glad your here because to be honest I don't know where I would've been without you. You saved me Blake.." she says while kissing my head.

I break down, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I haven't cried in a while. And I feel weak for crying in-front of Ruth. It shows how weak I am. "I'm sorry.." I say "no..it's okay Blake let it all out" she says. I hug her and we both lay down.

..Ruth's POV..

After 30 minutes later, I hear his little snores. He was asleep, I was playing with his hair while rubbing his cheek. "I'm sorry for what happened to your family Blake..." I say I know it must not be easy. It's hard losing someone you love. I know what it feels like.

I broke my heart when I heard his sobs, he didn't deserve this pain. Why did god have to take his family. He deserves to be happy. About an 1hr later, I'm downstairs with Carmen making dinner when I feel hands around my waist.

I look behind and see Blake. "Hey sleepy head" I say he smiles and kisses my neck. "Alright lover birds stop this. Your making me feel single" Carmen says. Blake chuckles I slap his shoulder "it's okay Carmen, you'll find someone soon" I say she smiles at me.

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"How's milo?" Blake asks while we're walking around the city, "he's good, he misses you" I say "only him?" He says with a grin. "Mhm" I say he chuckles and kisses my forehead. "Who wants ice cream!?" Blake asks.

"Me!!" I shout eagerly. I cringe at the way I'm acting, I sound to childish and happy. "I'm sorry that was to much and to weird" I say. Blake stops me and places his hands on my waist.

"That was not weird or to much. It was cute and it made me happy" he says I smile and hug him. "Thank you.." I say "your welcome my love" he says. "Can we get ice cream now..?" I ask he laughs and leads me into an ice cream shop.

"I can't believe we only have 3 more months of our last year in high school" I say "me neither it's ending to soon" Blake says. "Are you going to graduation?" I ask him "maybe, are you?" He asks.

"Yeah" I say he nods, "oh my gosh." I say "what?" He asks while taking a bite of his ice cream. "Proms in 2 weeks!!" I say happily, "it is?" He asks "yes" I say "you got a date?" He asks "nah, I'm not gonna go" I say "what?why!?" Blake asks.

"I'm just kidding, Nora and Lucy will make me" I say he chuckles "you have a date?" He asks is he serious. "No I'm gonna wait for a special someone to ask me" I say with a small smile. "Who's that special someone?" He asks with a grin. "Don't know yet" I say he smirks and continues eating he ice cream.

"I'll see you tomorrow love" Blake says while hugging me, "see you tomorrow Blake" I say he smiles and kisses me like it's the last time he'll kiss me. "Goodnight sleep well okay" I say "I'll try, goodnight Ruth" Blake says while walking back to his car.

I close my door once I see he's left, as I make my way upstairs I flop onto my bed and let out a yawn. I was tired, like really tired and I don't know why. As I change into some other close I lay down, cover myself with blankets and soon fall asleep

"NO AMELIA PLEASE D-" before I can finish I stand up breathing heavily. "Fuck a nightmare, I haven't had one of those this whole week. As i stand in front of my bathroom mirror I debated on calling Blake. It was 2 am so I decided to no he must be sleeping and I don't wanna wake him up.

I splash some cold water on my face, and sit down. As I'm walking down the halls I couldn't go back to sleep so I decided to walk around. As I open Amelias bedroom door, I feel a wave of sadness hit me.

I'm not standing in the middle of her room. Her bed was neatly done. Her favorite stack of books still layed on the floor in the same spot. As I walk around I see pictures of us together.

There was one of use where we were making silk faces. We were around 7 years old. Then there was another one, where we were baking a cake. The cake ended up getting burnt.

By now I feel tears rolling down my cheeks, I lay on her bad and grab her covers and lay them on me. They smelt like her, before I know it, I was sobbing. "I miss you big sis.." I say while taking a deep breath.

"You've missed so much, I wish you were here to meet Milo.." Milo was laying down next to me. "And I wish you were here to meet Blake. I bet you two would've become good friends." I say while letting out a sob.

"I wish you were still here, it's hard without my big sis.." I say.

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Did re-read it so there might be some spelling mistakes:/

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