Sex Therapist - BTS KTH

Chapter Four

The session carried on with him asking me questions about my sex life, how it used to be compared to how it is now. And asking if I ever pleasure myself or use toys. To his surprise I told him the truth, that I don't. He was shocked to hear someone my age doesn't use toys or masturbate even when I haven't been pleasured in so long. To me this was normal. I never saw the joy in masturbation or the need for toys, I never enjoyed sex too much as is, I don't think a toy would help. But this session did help, it made me want to come back and talk more. Plus I wouldn't mind seeing Dr Kim again, he is a very handsome man, and hes a good listener which is always a good bonus. I am starting to see why he got such good reviews, hes a handsome young guy who is good at his job. He must have so many of his clients swooning for him or hoping to have a chance to catch his eye. God I bet his girlfriend has the time of her life with him, he has basically become a master of sex and womens bodies.  Something some men will never be able to do.

I sat flicking the food around my plate loosing my appetite, I sighed getting up and putting the food in the bin. I sat at my desk contemplating. I should really set up another appointment, I grabbed my phone texting the number and asking when I could schedule my next session. Hopefully it was sometime soon, I wanted to get to know myself better and learn, It was still awkward but I was hoping that feeling would soon wear off.

'Scheduled tomorrow at 2pm please let us know if that is an appropriate date and time'

I looked at the screen happily, that would work perfectly get all the awkwardness done quickly. The faster the appointments the more they feel like one long session that won't be as bad.

The day went faster after scheduling my next session, I felt slightly productive and headed out with the camera to take some nature shots for my portfolio. After that I went back home to clean and watch some of my programmes. I wanted tomorrow to come a little faster. Haneul got home and went straight to bed, not even a kiss or a hello. I sighed sat at the table eating by myself. I walked into the bedroom to see him fast asleep already. Must have been a stressful day at work, I laid down quietly and tried to fall asleep. He really was starting to distance himself now. He always shouts hello when he gets home.

I stood in front of my closet picking out an outfit, maybe something more myself, I do enjoy wearing a skirt and button up, or a vest and cardigan. I looked at myself once more, a pleated black skirt with a low cut long sleeve white tshirt, that was more my style. I added some tights and a pair of trainers and I was ready. I brushed my hair and checked my makeup one last time before getting into my car and heading to my session.

I pulled up and walked in, phone, keys and purse in hand. Smiling I walked towards Mrs Jun. "Nice to see you come back Miss Min, we will take payment now" She smiled, I paid and sat down on a seat playing on my phone till I could go in. "Bye Mrs Jun" I heard a voice say, I looked up to see a young man leaving, he had tattoos on his hands and arms, an eyebrow piercing and fluffy black hair, "Bye Jungkook! See you in a few days" Mrs Jun smiled waving. Jungkook? What a nice name, he looked so confident I wonder why he has to see a sexual therapist, oh well thats not my business I wonder if he thought the same seeing me sat waiting. "Miss Min head on through" Mrs Jun called, I stood and smiled at her walking down the hallway to the last door on the left. 'Dr Kim' I smiled and knocked on the door. "Come on in" The deep voice called. I opened the door and turned around to shut it behind me, I walked into the room properly to see a smiling face.

I took my seat and he took his, today he was wearing a nice black button up with some of the buttons undone and some fitted pants that showed off his leg muscles well. What am I thinking this man is my therapist! "So Ari has anything changed from our previous session?" He asked smiling as he sat comfortably with his legs slightly spread and his notes in his lap again. "No, sadly nothings changed yet. He came home from work and went straight to sleep, without a hello or a kiss anything" I say crossing my legs and pulling my skirt down slightly, I don't need to accidentally expose myself to him, now that would be embarrassing. "So he showed no physical interest at all?" He looked a little confused and I nodded. After talking for a bit longer I felt more confident and comfortable around him, he was a nice guy all he wanted to do was help. It was very sweet. The fact he was young made feel like I was talking to a friend which did help.

I stood to leave and walked over to him to shake his hand he stood up and shook my hand looking down slightly to smile at me, "Don't forget to text and schedule your next appointment Ari, I feel as though I know enough now to start a small plan on what you should do next to progress in your sexual life" His deep voice sounded even better the closer I got, I smelt a strong cologne coming off him, the smell suited him. "I won't forget, your girlfriends a lucky woman to have such a caring man at home" I smiled at him we were still stood very close with him looking down at me, he looked confused "I don't have a girlfriend?" He said chuckling slightly, I could feel myself go red. "I am so sorry, I presumed you had one based on how down to earth you are and a gentleman" I covered my cheeks with both hands laughing at myself slightly. He grabbed my wrists and moved my hands back down, "Don't cover yourself, self confidence is key" He smiled looking at me. I could feel his hands still on my wrists as he talked to me, it was making my heart race. I smiled up at him before looking down, "Well thank you for today, and I hope you find yourself a good girlfriend soon if you want one that is" I smiled at the floor before looking back up at him, he let go of my wrists and waved me a goodbye as I left the room. My heart was beating so fast in my chest. It felt like we were stood that close for hours, and his hands are so big! There massive compared to my hands and wrists, I don't think I had ever taken notice of how tall this man is, and how big his hands are. He always sat at a distance and I had never really looked, I felt like it would be awkward to stare and get caught.