Sex Therapist - BTS KTH

Chapter Five

Me and the girls had decided on going out tonight, I had got myself all dressed up to clubbing, I missed it. Haneul doesn't enjoy the clubs as he isn't much of a drinker or a dancer. I looked in the mirror again, my hair now curled and a skin tight black dress and black heels. Makeup applied to look smokey and full coverage, I felt confident. Something I don't feel as often anymore. I grabbed my bag and headed for the door. "I'll be home later love!" I shouted towards Haneul, "Okay! Have fun!" Was all I heard before I walked out the door and got into my lift. Headed straight for the clubs.

I walked in and ordered a drink straight away, I stood at the bar messaging the girls to ask where they were, when I heard a small cough I looked up and saw a slightly familiar face. "Hi we haven't met before but I saw you in ahem. Dr Kims office?" The guy smiled awkwardly, "Oh! Jungkook is it?" I asked putting my phone away and smiling, he nodded happily. "Nice to meet you I'm Ari" I stuck my hand out as we shook hands. "Nice to meet you Ari, did you come out alone?" He asked looking around me to see If I was with anyone, "My friends are meeting me here, are you here alone?" I ask, looking behind him to see a few men drinking and laughing in our direction. "No I came with some friends" He smiled, "They thought you looked beautiful but lonely, and I thought I recognised you" He rubbed the back of his neck slightly as he talked, the poor boy he must be nervous. "Well thats nice of them to think that, since your here why don't we get a drink" I said smiling at him and putting my hand on his to try make him feel less nervous. We had a drink together before his friends came over to introduce themselves and then the girls showed up and all hell broke loose. They all started to dance on one another, I wasn't one to judge I know these girls are here to have a good time, and most of them aren't officially seeing anyone, so I'll leave them to enjoy there night.

After a few more drinks and a round of shots I was on the dance floor swaying and grinding to the music, just enjoying the drinks and the feeling of being here. Being in a club is such a rush, its the buzz of the people and the good music, it makes me feel some kind of way. Before I could realise what was happening I pulled a hand to dance with me. Enjoying the song and the dancing I looked up to see Jungkook stood dancing with me, he really loosened up after a few drinks. "Woo go Jungkook!" I shout laughing as he dances to the music, hes a really good dancer! But one face played in head for a while and that was Dr Kim, I wondered how he acted in a club, if he was a smooth talker, or a dancer, someone you instantly click with or the guy who just stares. Its weird to think he knows so much about me but I know so little about him. He was basically a god at sex and he hasn't even got a girlfriend. He must love one night stands, he would drive them crazy hes such an attractive man and a gentleman. The excitement of knowing your going to be amazing at something must be so thrilling.

Another few drinks and some shots later I was sat at a booth with Nari, I was telling her about my sessions and the bad girl she is told me to try sleep with Dr Kim! "From the way you say he looks I would be jumping his bones! He has got to be a master in bed!" She slurred in my ear, I giggled before seeing a hand appear in front of us I looked up to see a drunk man offering me a dance, "No thank you!" I shouted laughing a little, but he seemed a little persistent, I shook my head once again. "Come on doll face one dance that's all I ask!" He wobbled slightly as he spoke "I'll take that dance!" Nari shouts standing up stumbling a little and grabbing his hand I watched her toddle off to go grind with this man, I giggled slightly.

Nari is never one to turn down a dance or a good time. I got up and walked towards the dance floor deciding I wanted to do a little more solo dancing, I closed my eyes and moved my body to the music blocking everything else out, all thoughts and everyone at that moment. It was like I was alone dancing to music and I loved it. It was only when I opened my eyes I saw someone stood in the corner watching, it was hard to make out a face so I ignored it and walked towards the bar to get another drink, seeing Jungkook talking to a girl and smiling, he seemed to be doing good, I caught his eye and winked and made a kissy face before laughing and drinking some of my drink.

The night of dancing and drinking was coming to an end as I said goodbye to the girls and some of the new people I had met I got into my lift and headed home. I didn't expect anything to happen tonight, Haneul is probably already fast asleep at this time, and I didn't want to disturb, I know he would say no anyways. I walked in and stumbled taking my shoes off, grabbing water and chugging it before filling the glass and chugging it again, I walked towards my fridge and grabbed a slice of cold pizza eating it quickly before hiccuping slightly and stumbling towards the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and giggled at my partly sweated off makeup and slightly messy hair, I quickly washed my face and stripped down to my underwear, walking into the bedroom I threw on a big shirt and some shorts before laying down and waiting to fall asleep with the room spinning slightly.

I laid there trying very hard to lay down and sleep but all I could think about was Dr Kim. His smile, his voice, how sexy he was. If it weren't for me being with Haneul and him being my therapist I would definitely try to flirt with him, just to see if he would flirt back. It's not likely he would but I would definitely try, it would be worth the embarrassment of him saying he didn't like me. Oh well maybe in another life time I would of had a shot with this man. He's slowly driving me crazy.