Serendipity [Sunsun Fanfiction]

Mine

Kim Sunoo's POV

I felt like I was frozen in place after hearing about him wanting to see me. Right, he can return. It's not like that can't happen. But is it really the right time? Is this really it?

I doubt it. 

Jungwon is probably still stuck during our senior years. We have been together for four years without his presence and I know I can continue to go on without him. I am just still healing.

"But why am I feeling like this?" I held my chest and placed my phone down.

My stomach began to rumble again. I looked at the almost untouched food that I prepared for myself this morning. I feel hungry but at the same time, I don't really have the appetite to do so.

"Maybe I just need fresh air," I sighed and wore my hoodie to head out for a while.

As soon as I opened the door, my heart suddenly dropped, and my body went cold because of who was standing before my eyes.

What the fuck?

He looked just as shocked as soon as he saw me, but I noticed how his eyes softened after a second.

"Sun...," he finally spoke. "I missed-" 

I immediately slammed the door shut, not letting him finish his words. I knew what he was going to say, and I know how my body will react to it. I have been visualizing different scenarios of us meeting again for the past few years, and now that it is already in front of me, I don't know how to react nor feel.

"He chose himself over you," I reminded myself. I know I let him go, but he never tried contacting me. Though I want to myself, I know he would shut me down because of his parents' orders. I might just be a distraction for him.

"Fuck." I slid down my door, burying my face in my palms.

"Sun? My mallows?" I faintly heard his voice from outside.

"Go home," I said, just loud enough for him to hear.

He knocked again, and again, and again. Why won't he just stop?

"I am not here for you," he said after a long pause, which caught my attention. I immediately stood up and sighed.

He's not? Why is he here then? Fuck.

I slowly opened my door and saw him.

"Let me in?" He said, looking at me straight in the eyes.

"Why are you here? Why are you back?" I asked, ignoring his words.

"Well, I am here to collect what's mine." He firmly said, smirking at me. I furrowed my eyebrows at him.

The fuck? I don't remember him leaving anything at my condo. If ever, I could've already thrown it away for my own sanity.

"I don't-"

"Shhh," he placed his finger on my lips, motioning me to not speak.

 I immediately removed his finger from touching me, can't he tell I am uncomfortable? He's just like before, I see.

"Let me in first, I still haven't eaten breakfast." He ordered.

"Excuse me? Do you even hear yourself, sir?" I asked. I hate feeling ordered around, even if I know he is joking around. I don't have time for those.

"'Sir'? Really, Sun?" He furrowed his eyebrows. Wait, is he mad over that?

He deeply sighed and quickly barged in my unit.

"Yah, Park Sunghoon!" I called out as soon as he completely entered my unit. God, please, I am not your strongest soldier.

I saw that he made himself at home. He was sitting comfortably on my couch, waiting for what I have to say. I looked at him, trying not to give off any reaction since I know when I do that, I won't be able to go against him anymore.

"What?" He finally spoke.

"What do you mean, what?" I returned the question. "Why are you here, what do you need? You told me you weren't here for me, so what is it you're here for, then?" I raised my eyebrows at him.

He stood up from the couch and walked towards me. 

"Hep- stay back," I stopped him. "What are you doing?" I asked as soon as he completely stopped.

"You wanted to know what I need, right? I am just trying to show you." He shrugged and continued walking towards me.

As soon as we were only half a meter away from each other, he looked down at me as I glared at him.

"This, this is what I am here for." He pointed at my chest.

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. I don't remember him leaving any clothes behind, even more so wearing his clothes.

"I am here to win back what's mine." He smiled at me before leaving my sight.

He left me dumbfounded. He probably is in the kitchen area, but I am too stunned to even look back where he went.

It was after a few minutes until I realized what he was pertaining to.

"Oh," I said in realization.

"Hm?" He looked up at me. I don't really know what came to me that made me not stop him from cooking us a meal. Now, we are seated right in front of each other, exactly where we had our very first meal together. 

I don't know what to feel now that we are finally eating together after so many years.

It feels different. It doesn't feel real.

"Yah, what are you thinking about?" He flicked my forehead.

"The fuck?" I rubbed the area he flicked.

"Language, baby." He said again before smirking. He knows what he's doing.

God, please, if you are giving me a test, please not this, not him. I am scared that I might just give in.