I don't know where to go or what I am gonna do with me and this baby. All I know is that I have to get away from louis. I still love him so much but he said I hate you when I told him I was pregnant.
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E: eleanor
S: sophia
E:"Soph can I stay at yours and Liam's place for the day? Xx
S: Sure El what happend? Are you okay?
E: No I'll tell you when I get there! Xx
E : Be there in 5 Xx
Thank god that Sophia and Liam live close to our flats. Because it's cold outside and I didn't bring my coat because Louis had kicked me out before I could even go fetch it.
As I walk the chilly and quiet London street I started thinking about a few night ago that we were both in bed and we started talking about the future.
***************Flash Back ***********
I love you. lou said as we were cuddling while watching the X-factor. I love you too. But Lou are we gonna stay together forever like you said. I asked. Everytime we talked about this it made my heart skip a beat of how much I love him.
Babe we are gonna stay together no matter what. In a few years we will get married and have kids and grow old and I will still love you even if you are gonna be all wrinkly and old and can't move anymore. he said truthfully. I play fully hit his arm because of what he said about being old and wrinkly.
Hey hey no need for violence!!he joked.
And I will love you even tho your hair will fall out and your kids think your a joke because you can't dance or you tell the same stories again and again. I say.
Then we both lean In and start to kiss. It was the most passionate kiss we had had in a while. I could feel my heart twirling. Fireworks like the 4th of July going on in my stomach.
************End of Flashback********
I rang the bell and waited for about 5 mins until Sophia came out wearing a jumpsuit and black heals meaning she was either coming home from a party or was heading out. Immediately when she saw my make up that was a messed up on my face she came and gave me a huge hug that didn't let me breath. Come inside El you must be frizzing! she said letting me inside of her and Liam's flat. Are you okay? What happened? And why isn't Louis with you is everything okay?she asked all the questions that made my head hurt and make my stomach make flips. I suddenly felt the urge to throw up. I didnt want to throw up in front of Liam and her so I ran into some kind of bush. Spilling all of my lunch and dinner that j had taken .
El are you okay? Well your not okay! Come inside! I'll make you some tea.
Thank you. I told her
So what did you want to tell me that was so important and that made you this way. she said while smiling a sympathetic smile.
Okay you have to promise me that you cannot tell anyone not even Liam, you promise? I asked
Yes I promise
Okay I'm pregnant. I say looking down
YOUR PREGNANT she yelles from the top of her lungs that the whole community could hear her.
Shhh I tried to shh her but at the same time Liam comes all looking normal like nothing had happend.
Who's pregnant? he asked simly.
El- oh wait I'm sorry . she says while I put my head down super mad at Sophia cause know Liam know and might talk to louis about me and my baby.
Liam if you say anything to anybody o swear I'm gonna chop your balls of and put them on a blender and make you dink them. I yell at him because of how scare I was to tell him. That's why I'm here I asked Sophia if I could stay here a night and tomorrow morning I'm going to America.
Your what??? You can't he still loves you, your gonna brake him! he yells at my face making me flinch
And what about me don't you think it broke me when he said I never loved you.i yell back
Guys I think we should all just go to bed. Sophia says trying to call us all down.
Soph can I used your computer? I ask wanting to go buy a ticket.
Yea sure it's in the kitchen. Thanks
Goodnight El if you leave are you gonna come back to visit so I can see your little son/daughter?
Yes I would love that! I say
Okay bye then she hugs me.
I buy the earliest ticket there is to California were my friend Danielle lives and she could help me find a job and work.
@5 am
So after purchasesing the i laid on the bed at the guest room that Sophia and Liam had let me borrowed and thought about Louis until I feel into a dreamless sleep.
