El POV
It's been 4 months since I moved to America. My friend Dani has helped me to get a job and find a home when my baby girl gets here. Yes I'm having a girl which I'm truly excited for! I still haven't picked the names yet I thought about JoAnne to name her about her fathers moms name. It's not Joanna but it's close to it. I also thought about Poppy. It's a name me and The father of my baby had picked a long time ago thinking about the future. I haven't talked to him. Since four months ago. It's been so hard to not be with him or him talking to me. He was the one that said I hate you and that he doesn't want me in his life anymore. He hasent even tried to get in contact with me so I guess that he found someone new. Today Sophia had texted me that they were coming in 6 months to record for their new album. So by the time they probably got here Im gonna be due and have my baby and they not suspect that I am having a child. They are gonna come on December 23rd and My due date is the 20th So I can see them and not think that I was pregnant. But if he told everyone then the whole plan is ruined.
I hear the doorbell go off so I go and check how it was......Dani
Hey don't you have a key? I asked her
Yea I just left it on my nightstand while k was rushing to get to the studio.
Dani is a dancer she has danced for many celebrities. I met her while the boys where on tour and traveled to LA. We met in a coffee shop because both of our coffees spilled on each other because we bump into each other.
So how are you feeling? she asked.
good it's just that this baby keeps on kicking. I say while laughing
Well you wanna go buy her the things for her nursery and her clothes? she asked
I would love to!! I say
We get into the car and drive all the way to the mall.
Nobody has yet discovered that I am pregnant. I never go out of the house only if it's an emergency or if I do I wear three sizes bigger hoddies so that people don't see my huge bump. I have also been all over the news saying that Tomlinson had broken up with me because I'm a slut and that I cheated on him and things like that.
We were in the car driving to the mall listening to the radio when a song came on that made my heart shatterer in a million pieces.
Back for you.
That's the song that he wrote for me because Everytime he left he would sing me that song but this time his not back for me. He's gone.
When we got to the store we started to buy all the things for my little girl.
Pacifiers formul. stuff toys
Bathtub. diapers books
bibs dipper bag clothes
crib. bed sheets. and more things .
After we pay we get help from the people and put all the things in the car and drive to Starbucks to get drinks because we were dehydrated from walking around the store for more than 2 hours.
When we get there I tell dani to go so she can buy me a drink without people noticing me and that I'm pregnant and look like I'm about to pop.
When she comes back we pass by the house that I bought so we can put all the things that we bought and start to set it up. We also got help from Dani's boyfriend, James, to come and help us set up. We started to paint the walls and build the furniture.
I wanted it to be all pink with bears and the furniture to be white so it all matches and it's all pretty and perfect for my baby girl.
