Louis POV
A baby. How could she be pregnant. We always used protection and I don't remember not using a condom. The only night that I'm not so sure about was on April that we went on a holiday. But I don't know that was like 2 months ago. Aren't we to young to have a baby? I feel so lost without her today. It was supposed to be our anniversary today but I think I sounded like I was breaking up with her. Maybe I should just apologize I hate fighting with Eleanor even if she's wrong I let her win because just her smile makes me feel like I'm winning. I should step in and take part as that child's father. It takes two to make a baby so it's also my fault.
I always wanted to have a child with el I just thought that I would have one when we were like in out late 20s and not early 20s.
I should apologize but it's 1 in the morning. I'm going to apologize on the morning. I already know that she is at Liam's and Sophia's house. She always stays there when me and her get in a fight and she doesn't want to talk to me. I shouldn't have said that I don't love her. That was rough. I got all mad at her at just the idea of el and I splitting and our child would be like what happened to me when my parents split up. I don't wanna be without her. Every second that I'm not with her makes me feel some kind of way. And I like that way. It's a way that I have never felt before almost like sparks. I think I was too rough with her and should apologize. I do love her I love her with all my heart and I do t know what I would do if she moves away from me.
Morning
I wake up take a shower brush my teeth eat breakfast and I'm out the door. As I walk to Liam's house I see that there is a park and there I a woman playing with her baby. My whole body started to fill with excitement. I could wait to see my own child say their first word, first steps, when she is born.
As I continued to think of our child I began to climb the steps to Liam's house. When I got there I rang the door to see a puffy eyed girl with brown hair. Sophia? What's wrong? Is everything alright? I asked concern filled my voice. Shes gone. she said flatly. Who's gone? I asked her. El she said .
Just by that word my whole world flipped and got crazy making me wanna drown in my own tears.
