After 9 long hours of giving birth my new daughter Poppy Johanna Calder-Tomlinson was born.
I decided to put his last name on her birth certificate because she deserves to have a part of her dad.
But later on I'm gonna find another man and we are gonna get married and he's gonna take poppy as his own, because her own blood father didn't want me or her in his house.
Sophia had called Liam but told Liam to not tell anyone where he was going because then they might question why he was going to the hospital. Dani was by my side when o was giving birth for that long time. They were also telling how I should put his last name as my baby's because it was only fair.
Poppy has brown curly locks like I have. My same nose. But her mouth is just like louis and her face structure too. Her eyes were breath taking they had my structure but louis beautiful blue sea water eyes that made me fall in love with them. I do feel weird and looking at her and seeing her eyes and only thinking of Louis' eyes and making my heart melt. and his am- No eleanor you have to stop thinking about him he didn't something g bad to you and your daughter. His da- Stop don't think about him anynore.
Now I was laying in a hospital bed with my baby on my arms thinking about her.
When I hear a knock on the door. Come in. I yell
When the door opened I saw Liam walking In and siting in the chair next to the bed just staring at her.
You know he misses you right? he says but I still don't look at him.
The day you left he came looking for you at my house and when he got there and we told him that you left he could even properly stand talk or speech and he was sorry for what he did. He still loves you even now he wont admit it everyone now knows it and he know that's you are pregnant. Well we're and you have to tell him the baby was born on the same day as him. he says
I totally forgot that the baby was born at the same day as he did. I dont know Liam, he did hurt me and told me that I was a slut and sleep with him just to get pregnant and trap him into a a baby. I say to him making tears fall of my eyes.
It's okay El you don't have to tell him today but if you don't tell him by the end of the year I'm gonna tell him which is gonna be worst for you. he says in a warning tone making me nervous and intimidating. For about 5 minutes he kept on looking at me the same way I was so scared and he looked so mean until the door opened reveling Dani and Sophia which are getting along super good came and brought breakfast for the rest of us.
So what were you guys doing?Sophia asked
Liam was- I try to say as I got interrupted by Liam
We were talking about Poppy and the band. he says
Oh that's fun isn't it. she smiles a clueless smile. Good thing Sophia doesn't catch on very fast to things. As we began to talk a nurse walks in the room.
Good Morning Eleanor we are gonna let you go now because everything is good with you and poppy. But first I have to ask you a few questions. she says
okay. I tell her
N:nurse
E:El
N:Is your house all baby-proofed?
E: Yes did it all two weeks ago.
N: are you able to take care of your daughter?
E: yes, I have a paying job and a house and all the requirements that I need to raise her.
N: Okay one last question! Are you married or having any relationship with any man.
E: Um no.
N: Okay then your good to go!
thank you so much I tell her as I get up and change to a black t-shirt and grey sweat pants and my black roshes. And dress Poppy into a monkey jumpsuit that Sophia and Liam got her. And started to sign both of us out and I started to put Poppy in her carrier to started to head out to the door with Liam and Sophia in front of us and Dani behind us.
I was trying to hide behind Sophia and Liam because the paparazzi was going crazy because of Liam and Sophia leaving a hospital while they kept in shouting question.
Are you guys breaking up?
Are you guys going the same way that Elounor went?
Sophia are you pregnant with Another mans baby?
These questions are insane I think to myself. The paid are really looking for stories because these don't make any sense.
Once we got to the car and all of the craziness we started to drive to my house where Liam invited the boys over and their girlfriends to have a Christmas dinner with us except for Louis because he was going somewhere that I didng really care to listen to what Liam was saying. It was 11 when we got home so I put poppy in her play pen that me and dani and her boyfriend were trying to build the other day for more than 3 hours. Who knew that building baby things were so hard.
Once I put her there Sophia volunteered to watch her while I go take a shower and get dress. They had already brought their things to get dress so they would get dressed in a little while. I ran upstairs but not to fast cause I was still sore from giving birth to a 6lbs baby. I walk into the shower and start to wash my hair and my body shaving it everyplace that need it to be shaved. I got out dried myself, and started to dry my hair and curl it. When I finished with my hair I went to my wardrobe to find a dress and shoes. After what felt like 5 mins o got a dress that was loose and fitted because I still have to loose some of the baby's weight. The dress was black and it was kind of a skater dress. The shoes were just neon pink pumps fhay I found at the bottom of my closet.
After o got dressed I started to put my make up on, o don't put a lot of make up I just put mascara, eye liner, blush, foundation, and conseler.
When I was done I head down stairs and letting the party begin.
