A question I still don't know how to answer, not because I don't want people to know I'm still broken, but because I don't have enough words to explain how have I been.
I'm in the middle of pain and healing, where I still feel every single heartach...
I woke up Early today and did my morning routine and quickly change into this:
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And then, I walk downstairs and went to the kitchen, as I sat down on my seat, Ahjuma Chong was already done cooking.
"Why are you so early my dear?" She ask.
"I just want to look around, and plus, I know that I won't be able to do that when everyone is awake." I replied.
"Ohh okay." She replied.
I ate my breakfast and then drink my milk, after that, I walk out of the house, it is surprisingly cold though it's summer, that's why I wore my coat.
I walk from the house until I get to the red border line, I waited for those guys again but they didn't showed up, I turn around and saw that they are already having breakfast.
While no one is still looking, I walk through that red line, but nothing happens to me, it was like, just some joke.
"How come you enter just now?" Heesung's voice echo through the forest.
"Where are you?" I ask.
"In here." He whispered to my ear.
I got startled and was about to fall when I felt two arms wrapped around my waist.
"I got you." He said.
I open my eyes and stand up straight.
"What is this place?" I ask to him.
"Our home." He replied.
"Why is it forbidden then?" I ask.
"Because, they don't want to wake the dead." He said.
"Then.. are you dead?" I ask.
He chuckle at me and said. "I'm not." He replied.
I nod my head and look ahead of me, I walk around a little while I felt Heesung stare at me.
"Where are you're friends?" I ask him.
"They're not my friends... They're my brothers." He replied.
"Hmmm... Where are they?" I ask.
"At our house." He replied.
"Is that so?" I ask.
He hum in response.
"Then, can I visit them?" I ask him.
I could tell that he was shock to what I said, but he quickly change his posture into a calm one.
"Are you sure? Won't you're family find it weird that you're not around?" He ask.
"Nope, I told my Ahjuma that I would just look around the area..." I replied.
