Little Pup

Tough Decisions

Darkness clouded your vision as your brain honed in on the loud sound of beeping coming from all around you. ' I thought i died' you thought to yourself as your vision started to flood in with bright white light.

Panic filled your body when your eyes settled on the sterile white room around you. Did Ventress go back for you, where are you, where's Wolffe? All these questions began flooding your mind causing you to start shaking.

Wolffe and Plo entered the room, which startled you and without thinking you reached your hand out sending them flying into the wall. A ball of green fire swirling in your hand, something you haven't done since your time on Dathomir and you sent it flying at them. It landed right between Wolffe and Plo's head, you let out a scream of an apology when you saw who it was, shame filling your whole body.

You tried to stammer out a normal apology but Wolffe had beat your words to the door, exiting with an angry silence. Tears started to pour down your cheeks, the secret you'd been so hell bent on hiding now left you completely exposed. How could they ever want you back after what they had learned about you.

"(Y/n), please try to calm down, you took quite the fall you need to stay still." Came PLO's voice over your loud sobs.

"I can't stay here, they hate me Plo." You chocked out between sniffles

"Don't say that little pup, they just need a moment to process the information." He was trying so hard to calm you down, trying to make his voice sound smooth like melted butter.

Outside of the med bay you started to hear shouting, comming from who you could only assume to be Wolffe.

"A monster Boost, that's what she is." He shouted at his brother.

"How dare you say that, she tried to sacrifice herself for us and you seriously think she's working with the separatists!" He protested back as he moved closer to his brother, placing a fist on his chest plate.

Wolffe shoved his hand off of him, "her mother is Ventress! It's not that hard to think that she's been a spy this whole time." Wolffe let out a huff and tried to walk away.

"You Dik'uit! She's a part of this pack and we protect our own." Boost hollered to him angrily stomping his way back towards Wolffe.

"She's not part of my pack anymore." Wolffe growled, he was going to add on to his sentence but he was cut off by Boost's fist colliding with his lower jaw. His lower lip started to slowly seep blood down his chin and onto his neck.

You heard everything, your heart broke at Wolffe's word but it also fluttered at Boost's. At least one person felt like defending you from the rude comments. You couldn't blame Wolffe from feeling the way he did, Ventress took his eye from him and he had every right to be angry with you. But to hate you, to think your a monster just because she is you mother was something you couldn't handle.

Master Plo didn't say much more to you, he placed a calming hand on your shoulder and whispered something in his native tongue before exiting the room quietly.

The flight back to coruscant was long, once you arrived you intended to flea. You didn't want to be a burden to the men or even Master Plo. Boost had come in to see you, his stance constantly in protection mode over you.

"I'm going to be leaving once we reach coruscant Boost, the men don't trust me, Wolffe doesn't trust me." You let out in a whisper towards him.

"Don't say that, he just needs to cool off that's all. You know he's got a temper on him (y/n), he didn't mean what he said." Boost tried to reason with you, he didn't want you to leave you we're like a sister to him.

"I'm sorry Boost, I've made up my mind. I won't be returning to the Jedi either, so you won't be seeing me anymore." You tried to let the tears fall, but there was nothing left to be released.

Once you reached Coruscant you got your things together, you were still struggling you injuries from the imapact of the fall. From what the medic told you, you landed on your back. Giving you a concussion, a broken rib and a spranged wrist, not to mention all the cuts and bruising as well. You looked like hell you told yourself as you looked in the small mirror provided in the med bay.

You hadn't told Plo that you wouldn't be returning to the temple, but you figured he already thought that and you were right. He was standing at the door waiting for you to be finished getting ready.

You began to walk in silence to the exit of the ship, you couldn't help the sadness that expelled from your body. You wouldn't return to the barracks, or the temple or this ship.

Plo handed you a small comm link, one that wasn't GAR or temple issued.

"I am only a message away my little pup, I hope that one day you can find the strength to return home." He spoke softly, leaving the comm in your hand and left you standing alone.

You took a deep breath, relishing in the smells of the ship that you would leave behind. Taking a small step you began your decent down the ramp of the ship and made your way towards the shuttle that would take you to the busy streets of Coruscant.

With your eyes glued to the ground you failed to notice the person standing in your path, causing you to collide into the back of someone's chest armor.

"Sorry." You muttered out in a whisper and tried to keep moving, when a hand wrapped around your wrist.

"Where do you think you're going?" The voice was gruff and all too familiar to you.

"I'm leaving, I'm not a part of your wolf pack anymore. Remember?" The words rolled off your tongue with venom but it couldn't hide the sadness in your eyes or the tears beginning to form.

"You're not leaving, get your butt back on the ship." He demanded as his grip on your wrist tightened. "We need to talk."

Fury filled your vision and without thinking the green smoke filled your arm, burning Wolffe slightly and causing him to release his grip on you.

"You don't want me here, you've made that much clear. I'm leaving." You spat out through gritted teeth, not even bothering to apologize for burning him.