THE WAR BETWEEN HER AND HERSELF

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Under the twilight it emerges,
When everyone's asleep
The surrounding's quite.
Everyone unaware of!
Her, looking for the opportunity
To scream silently
Burst out all her emotions.

The hands begin to shake,
Eventually, the whole body starts to tremble!
The head feels too heavy to bear,
As if the violent lava inside will explode anyhow.
The surface under the feet feels hollow,
As if something's dragging her down into the deepest trench!
Then the body feels empty inside.
The heart starts to pound hard,
An unbearable ache, as if tearing it apart!
She's tired of battling this daily,
She cannot anymore.
Just wanna make it out of here!
Hide anywhere, unseen from the monstrous thoughts
Where they'll not be able to find her.
She wants to breathe the freedom,
Escape the world of trauma!
She hates herself more,
As if some demon possesses her at those hours.
Demon of all those useless thoughts of uncertainty!

I swear everyone will run away
If they witness this psychopathic version of her!
So she can't even express this to anyone,
Because really no one will get this
As may be no one feels the same
And no one even can help her.
It's only her who needs to win this war,
Which is between her and herself!
Only may be then she can get rid of
This horrific phase of nightmares!

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