--Gerard--
After yesterday's incident with Frank, I decided that it had been time to give up, I've tried everything, I didn't want him to distance himself, but I assume that he had his reasons, but so had I, and I had called quits, I'm done.
As I sat in my dull apartment, taking long drags from my cancer stick, my phone came to life, playing The Misfits - Astro Zombies, I scrambled, eventually picking up the phone and answering with a 'hello.'
"Hey Gerard. " I heard Mikey's voice fill the speaker, I inhaled sharply, I haven't heard from my brother for months.
"Hi Mikes, something you wanted?" I asked, with a bored tone.
"Yeah, what's the story with you and Frank?" I was astonished, since when did Mikey give a shit about who I was with- not that we're together- and why was he so concerned? He hated Frank.
"Oh we aren't together, I just-"
"Because Frank spent the night here, with me." I couldn't speak, I'd been trying so hard, when my own brother's already slept with him! I was infuriated, I ended the call, throwing my phone at the wall, causing it to shatter into pieces.---
I awoke on the cold, tiled floor of my kitchen, surrounded by empty alcohol bottles, as I stood up to find asprin for my throbbing headache, I heard a knock at the door.
I opened the door, momentarily blinded by the sun's rays, I saw the exact person I wanted to forget, Frank.
I groaned, making way for him to come inside, once he did, he took a seat on the couch, remaining stiff. I sat on a chair across from where he was sitting and stared blankly at the floor, I didnt want to look at him, he knew of my feelings for him, and he fucks my brother. He spoke up, I reluctantly looked up, my eyes meeting his, my stomach churned at the unwanted butterfly feeling.
"Gerard, I know what I did is unacceptable, and I understand if you dont ever talk to me again- which I won't ever blame you for, I just wante-" I sighed loudly, cutting him off.
"Frank I dont want to hear it. Get out." I said, pointing in the direction of the front door, he got up, his gaze fixed on the floor and he obeyed, leaving me alone in my shitty apartment.I didn't want this, but I couldn't stand being around him.