--Frank--
I had gone to Gerard in the first place to set things straight, I had been oblivious to the fact that Mikey had told Gerard that I had spent the night. I probably deserved it, but I didn't want it, this is probably how Gerard felt after countless times of trying to get my attention, and I felt like complete shit. I didn't understand how bad he had felt, I was going to make it up to him somehow, I had to.
But he needed time to cool off and I needed to talk to Mikey, I wasn't entirely sure if Mikey made advances due to a attraction or just because he was sexually frustrated, and I definitely didn't know if Gerard shared mutual feelings.
I made my way from Gerard's apartment to Mikey's, planning out a whole lecture and trying to figure out what to say on the way. I arrived at Mikey's only to be rushed inside and shoved onto the couch, before anything else I got up.
"Mikey I dont want this." As soon as those words left my mouth, Mikey's facial expression fell, indicating that what I had said hit him hard.
"W-why not?" He questioned, making my heart stop.
"Mikey- I need to sort things out with Gee- and I just-" I rambled, trying to speak all of my thoughts at once.
"I understand- I mean, it's difficult, but I understand, it must be hard for Gee to hear that you fucked his brother," I almost choked, he then continued, "For the entire time that you were gone, he remained in his room, hardly speaking to anyone- then he met this guy and he- he messed Gerard up, remaining un-loyal and- it doesn't matter, I was out of line and you should speak to Gerard, he's broken Frankie, and you need to fix him. " I was on the verge of tears, my heart ached at what the younger Way had told me.
"I will Mikes, I will. Thank you." I managed to choke a few words out before breaking down and sobbing on the floor, Mikey had comforted me, reassuring me that I could help Gee.
After the tears were shed, I made my way home, thanking Mikey for his hospitality and for the talk. Once at home, I prepared for a long night, making a cup of coffee as I gathered papers and pens, jotting down each idea that had struck me, in an effort to plan something great, something special, for Gerard Arthur Way.
