The problems of us

Chapter 23: the notes

1 month.

Its been one month since I've last seen percy.
My parents took away all my electronics thinking i could contact him with them only he has no electronics so it was pointless.

I said nothing though, i just let it happen.

Whats the point in fighting them anymore?

Ive been planning something big.

Something that will make me happy.

I have everything planned out.

In 2 days time i will be happily dead in my bedroom by using my dads secret gun he keeps in his bedside table.

Both my parents will be at work till around 5 pm.

I will leave a note for my parents as well as a note for Percy, that is, if they actually give it to them.

Maybe ill mail it to him...

What if it doesnt mail to the right address?

Its too risky.

Ill just have to trust that my parents will give it to him.

Ive already wrote my parents the note for them, it says:

Dear parents,
I hate what you've done to me. You separated me from the love of my life and i will never forgive you for that.
He was my only reason for living.
You took away all my hopes and dreams of a life past 17 years old.
Oh well. Nice knowing you. I do love you but not as much as i used to.
Im sorry if this note sounds cruel but not having Percy in my life created a pit of despair inside me. I already felt hopeless and lonely but without Percy it was unbearable.
Goodbye and see you on the other side.
-Luna

I know, i know its pretty harsh but i just couldn't help but tell them how i really feel.

If i wrote nice things it would just be fake and im not about that life.

These past few weeks have been hell.

I haven't said a single word to either of my parents.

They have yelled at me, cried to me and my mom even slapped me once in order to get me to talk but why bother?

Theres really no point.

My parents cancelled my therapy appointments 2 weeks ago because i didn't talk at them either.

Ive gone mute, i thought this would make them let me see Percy but they haven't budged

They still refuse, in fact they haven't even mentioned him and since im mute neither have i.

Just because i haven't talked about him does not mean i haven't thought about him.

He is constantly on my mind.

I plan on sneaking out tonight to say my final goodbye.

I wont be telling him that im going to kill myself, ill just be risking the wrath of my parents one last time to just see him once more.

"Suppertime!" My mom shouts.

I sigh before folding back up my suicide note to my parents and stuffing it under my bed frame.

I slowly make my way down the stairs and into the kitchen.

"Hurry! Its getting cold." My dad mumbles.

I roll my eyes and slide my chair out loudly before sitting down.

"Don't roll your eyes at your father." My mum scolds.

My family is definitely not as close as we use to be and thats saying a lot considering we hardly talked before either.

"So how was your day hun?" My dad asks my mom.

They continue their conversation as i silently eat my dinner.

"So sweetie, family game night on friday? What do ya say?" My dad asks casually.

I look at him blankly and then look back at my food.

"Oh this is ganna be great!" My mom squeals happily.

Little does she know i will be dead by friday.

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Thanks for reading!

This is a short chapter sorry!
Next chapter she will be on her way to visit Percy for the last time!
I wonder what will happen?!

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