The problems of us

Chapter 1: can we not

"Luna, can you tell me what you think about this?" Mr.Jankins asks.

Please move on to the next person.

"Pass?" I squeak.

I hear laughs around me and i start to sweat.

"Its just your personal opinion Luna, you cant be wrong no matter what you say." He says.

My mind goes blank at all the stars of my classmates.

"What was the question again?" I ask quietly.

The teacher sighs "do you think humans have a soul?"

I start to tap my fingers quickly on my desk. Someone save me....

Its not like i dont know what to say, i mean yeah i believe i have a soul like the after life is where your soul goes when your body dies and blah blah blah.

Its just the fact of talking in front of the class and having them judge the living crap out of me. Not fun.

The teacher looks at me expectantly.

I take a deep breath and quietly whisper "i dont know."

"Luna, i know you do-"

Before he gets to finish the bell interrupts him and i sigh in relief.

Thank the friggin bell lord, i officially love bells!

I quickly gather my things before rushing out of the classroom.

Having anxiety is not fun, it literally gets in the way of everything.

I think i have social anxiety, i wouldn't know for sure because i haven't told anyone about it. Ive done tests online though which leads me to believe thats what i have.

I have one friend, Mecca but were more 'school friends' if you know what i mean. We don't hangout any where else, just school.

Lame, i know but shes still really nice.

Speak of the devil and he shall appear, "hey" Mecca says.

"Hello, where ya wanna eat today?" I ask.

"Im feeling ballsy, how about the cafeteria?" She offers.

Is she for real?

"We never eat their." I state.

No i can do this, its just lunch.

"You know what? Okay lets do it!" I say.

She smiles and we head to our death.

"Oh look theirs a table in the corner." I say.

"Alright lets go!" She cheers.

I can hear people talking as we walk by and i cant help but think its about me, probably making fun of my cloths or hair.

I keep my eyes down and eventually we reach our destination.

"This isn't so bad!"

I look at Mecca and smile "no actually this is good, just a bit loud."

"We'll get use to it."

Oh the joy.

"Aren't you going to eat something?" Mecca asks.

"I will when i get home." I say dismissively.

Lie.

"You always say that! Common i can get you something if you want?"

"No im good! Honestly im not even hungry!" I laugh.

Lie.

"Alright if ya say so!"

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Third periods done thank the lord! One period left!

"Luna may i speak to you for a minute?" The teacher calls just as im about to leave the room.

Shiznet, is this really necessary?

"Yes?" I whisper.

"You didn't finish the test." He states.

That test was two days ago and let me tell you, it was hard as fudge. Math isn't my strong suit, at all.

I didnt know what to do on the second page so i left it blank.

Bad choice but i had no other option, it made no sense! Besides when am i actually going to need to use it in my life?

"Yea, i didnt get it." I say quietly.

"Well it dropped your mark drastically, you need to at least try the questions. If you fail this class its on you, if you dont put the effort into it then you wont pass."

My breathing starts to speed up and i start to fidget.

I have to get out of here.

"Okay, ill work harder." I say quickly and speed walk out of their.

I turn the corner and head right for the bathroom.

I check every stall before closing the bathroom door and locking it.

I take big quick breaths trying to clam myself down, the tears start to fall and it gets harder to breath.

I bend over and slide to the ground.

Anxiety attacks, never liked em.

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Hope you liked the first chapter!

It was just to give you a little look at her life, next chapter the action starts! ;)

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