The problems of us

Chapter 14: my life is full of bleh

*pic above is of Naomi*

*Warning this chapter has some serious content and a bit of swearing.*

so dishes sucked major balls. Literally it was terrible.

Then we had a quick therapy session and now its time for the special lunch.

I havent seen that new girl again yet but im sure she will be at lunch.

Ugh.

"I wonder what their ganna have for us to eat.." Jinn says.

"Yeah im a little worried."

What if its one of my favorite foods before my ed... I mean i used to give in to certain food all the time.

What if i lose self control?

"I dont want to purge it all up. It hurts sometimes." Jinn says sadly.

I look at her sadly and put my arm around her shoulder giving her a squeeze.

Oh gosh.

I look around the lunch room in worry.

Pizza.... Chicken wings.... Caesar salad..... Fries.... Chips.....

Oh their are some veggies and fruit, some sweet potatoes, mini sandwiches.

Their may be healthy food here but i also have to resist chicken wings and fries and pizza. All of which are my favorite foods.

God help me.

"They is my heaven and hell all in the same room." Jinn whispers.

"Mine too."

I notice Percy over by the pizza so i slowly walk to him.

"Enjoying the food?"

He looks at me and cracks a smile. "You bet, you want a bite?"

Maybe if i had a bite of his i could avoid grabbing a whole piece...

"Just one, thank you."

He holds it out to me and i take a little bite.

Closing my eyes i slowly take in the delicious flavor.

I can also feel all the calories which is making me anxious.

I can do this.

Swallow, dont spit.

I manage to get it down but now i want more.

He smiles at me and puts his arm around me. "So, bestie, how were those dishes?"

"Oh fantastic, it was so much fun." I joke.

"I bet." He smiles.

"Hello, im Jade. New here, mind if i hang?" That perfect model figured 'Jade' says from behind us.

God i hate her. Which isn't fair to her i mean she could be really nice and i only hate her because shes like perfect.

And a little because Percy checked her out...But whatever.

Before i can say anything percy speaks up. "Yeah no problem! Im Percy nice to meet you."

He retrieves his arm off my shoulder and holds it out to shake her hand.

Who even shakes hands these days?

She smiles at him sweetly, completely ignoring me.

They start a conversation so i head over to Jinn who seems to be stuffing her face with fries.