The problems of us

Chapter 10: kiss me

**picture above is Pristine! If anyone knows this actors name please let me know!**

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"So i heard we had an incident at breakfast today. Would you like to tell me what happened?" Naomi asks.

I look to my hands and simply shrug my shoulders.

It turns out that Naomi is my private therapist for this place.

I don't particularly mind although i was hoping for someone different.

"Luna, i would like you to tell me your side of the story please." She says encouragingly.

I sigh and look up to her "i wouldn't eat, Trix wanted my pancake, percy got mad, Trix exploded, i got anxious and blah blah blah."

Im really not in the mood for this right now. I feel bad for talking to her like that but i just want to go to my room and be alone for a bit, is that too much to ask?

"Why wouldn't you eat?"

I stare at her blankly. Aren't i here because i don't eat? Why would i have to explain that? Isn't it obvious?

"I didn't want to." I say plainly.

"And why not?" She persists.

"Because it was a pancake! Do you know how many calories are in that thing?!"

My eyes widen when i realize how bold i sounded and how loud that was.

I quickly look to my fidgeting hands.

"Gaining some confidence Luna?" She smiles.

"Umm well i just dont see a point in being shy here. Im not staying long and.... Um im just not staying long so why should i particularly um... Care?"

I mean thats true, but im actually freaking out in my head every time i say something because what if it sounds stupid or lame or weird!?

I cant lose my new friends!

"You know what i think?" Naomi asks.

I shake my head so she continues "i think your getting better. I think you may still have anxiety attacks but i think your anxiety is much better."

"Ive only been here for like a day." I state quietly.

"Exactly! Once your anxiety is under control we can focus more on your eating and self image. What do you say?"

I nod my head "yeah i guess, if my anxiety leaves then it will be easier to deal with my other eating problem."

"Exactly! So, now lets talk about your depression shall we?"

Fanfrickentastic.

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After the therapy session i head to lunch and sit beside Percy.

"Hey bae!" He smirks.

"First, im not your bae. Second that rhymed and third, just no."

"Ready for a grilled cheese sandwich!?" Ruby asks.

I look to the familiar uniformed lady and groan.

"Bring it on."

She sets it down in front of me and my mouth waters. I can see bits of bacon sticking out on the edges and the delicious cheese melting off the side.

That looks so delicious but yet so fattening and oily.

"Desert will be a scoop of frozen yogurt!" She smiles before walking away.