Shadows Know Me

Chapter Thirteen

"Wake up. Wake up you filthy little-" he hissed shaking my body.

"Ow. What? That hurt." I whined as I opened my eyes to see Draco struggling to carry a tray of breakfast.

"Couldn't risk my house elves knowing you're here. Eat." He stated while placing the food on my lap.

"Thank you. I appreciate it." I thanked as I wasn't hungry but he went out of his way.

"Do you know how hard it is to make food?" He complained. Didn't know he was capable of doing that. Considering his house elves are at his feet doing every little thing fit him.

Slowly eating the eggs he had cooked I had to hold it in my mouth because cooking was not his thing. I bit into something hard and couldn't help it but spit it out.

"Bloody hell! It took me an hour to make those!" He snarled.

"I'm sorry it had an egg shell. It hurt my tooth." I complained trying not to tell him how bad his food was.

"No one appreciates what I do around here. I saved you and you won't even eat your food." He angrily stated.

"Are you done throwing your fit?" I asked but that probably wasn't the best thing to say. He took the tray out of my lap and placed it on his dresser. He then jumped on me and pinned me to the bed. My arms are above my head glued to the sheets with one arm. His other arm is tickling my side and I try to break free but it felt impossible.

"Draco stop!" I warned. He wouldn't.

"Draco." I said in seriousness and he let me go.

"I'm sorry" he apologized while sitting next to me. I could see thoughts in his head stir up.

"Mae? Be honest with me. Did he do more than just physically hurt you? It's ok if..." he suddenly stopped talking.

"...yeah." Was all I could say. He never had questioned it before. He just let it be and comforted me.

"I shouldn't have asked." He said as he got up to head towards the door but before I could I got up and wrapped my arms around his stomach.

"What are you doing?" He questioned pulling me off of him.

"I'll tell you. Only if it stays between us." I let out weakly.

"I don't want to know. I can't picture him with his hands all over my girl." He said reaching for the door.

"How do you think I feel? He took my virginity away. He took every piece of me away. It burned. It hurt. He took my friends away. He took my chance of living a normal life away. Damn it! He took you away for gods sake! I was forced to touch him. I was forced to feel him on my body. I was forced to fake that I liked it. I was silenced! LITERALLY! I–" I cried out. I couldn't hold it back anymore.

"Mae!!" He yelled.

I felt myself start to fall but he caught me and lasted me on the bed.

He sat a warm wet cloth on my forehead while he pulls my hair back. The worry on his face had grown. He was unable to speak. His hand brushed against my face as all I could do was stare at him. Grabbing his wrist I placed my lips on his. His didn't leave. The cloth falls off my head as we kiss slowly not letting go. His arm wraps around my waist giving my stomach a warm feeling.

I push my body against his and when I open my eyes after our lips parted. He's staring at me while I slowly trace my hand from his shoulders slowly down his stomach. Lifting his shirt slowly over his he head he takes off mine. His fingers slowly unclipping my bra. I slowly pull on his pants as I feel his lips on my neck. His breathing increases.

Slowly making his way down he kisses gently to my underwear line. Lifting his head he looks up at me tracing his hands back onto my breast.

"Is this ok?" He asks not leaving his eye contact.

"Yes. I want you." I begged.

His fingers wrap around my underwear as he slowly pulls them down. Feeling his warm lips as his body presses against me. I've never felt this kind of feeling before.

"Are you sure this is what you want?" He questioned stopping what we were doing.

"Yes." I replied as he presses against my body again. Feeling a part of him in me. He starts slow for a while then picks up. Digging my nails in his back as he goes on. My body is warm like a spring day. There was never once a burning sensation.

Feeling his arms wrapping around me tightly. His kissing becoming more aggressive as I'm close.

Our lips pulled away and he looks at me as he pulls out and came on my stomach.

Nothing but a smile on both of our faces with tiredness. He gets up and grabs a towel, cleaning my stomach. He finds my clothes first before even thinking about his and helped me slip back into them. He slips his back on then lays on top of me. I never had so much comfort and joy in a long while.

All of my doubts about my future disappeared as he plays with my hair. The comfort I never got the times Mattheo used me to get what he had wanted.

"How are you feeling darling?" He looked up from the bed.

"I'm feeling, good. " I smile as he kissed my forehead.

"Draco dear! Theo and Blaise are here wanting to see you!" Narcissa called out.

"Here you stay here, they don't know you're here and they can't get in anyways." Draco comforted while getting up closing the door behind him.

Looking around the room it didn't feel dark. Shadows didn't appear. Just myself sitting on his bed. What if they find me though? What will Mattheo and Voldemort do to me?

Hearing conversations through the thin wall, they questioned Draco about me.

Hearing footsteps inching closer to the bedroom.

"I could promise you guys I haven't seen her." Draco assured while sounds of the doorknob slightly turns.

Panic stirs.

"If you've got nothing to hide show us your room." Theo said.

"Come on Theo, Draco is an honest man. Why would he lie?" Blaise stated.

The doorknob turns a little more. Throwing myself under his bed as I hear the door open. I thought Draco said they couldn't get in.