Chanoey Oneshots

TOW Monica and Chandler break up pt2

TW: suicidal thoughts and actions sorta depicted (sorry), if you or someone you know are suffering from suicidal thoughts you can find help online at (For Australia 🇦🇺) www.lifeline.org.au and headspace, sorry I couldn't find other places but dial the emergency number for your country or state if you are at risk of harming yourself or others. 

And now, let's get onto the story.

Chandler pov

Chandler stood in shock, Joey liked him- Joey liked guys? He looked back on the years and he reaslised Joey didn't hide it well- those looks accross the room, every little smile, even when Joey kissed him on New Years it must have been a hint. Why was he so blind to have never noticed? "Joe..." he breathed, rushing toward his friend's door, "I uh... I gotta sort some stuff out with Monica, Joe, everything is gonna work out but is it okay with you if I tell her what happened?" Silence. 

He knocked on the door softly and a small whimper sounded through the door, "Yeah. Sure. It doesn't matter now." Joey sounded broken. 

Chandler shook his head and opened the door, finding Joey sitting on the windowsill, legs dangling out in the sky. "What are you doing Joe?" He made his way across the room and placed his hands on the other mans shoulders, griping him tight.

"It would be so easy Chandler- just to shimmy a little forward and end it all. The only thing that ever kept me going was knowing you'd always be here, even when you moved out I knew that you'd still be across the hall. I knew deep down nothing could ever happen between us, but I stupidly held on to hope, thinking that as long as you didn't know there was a chance that maybe someday you would love me back." Joey turned his head to look at chandler, "I told you it had only been a couple years but if I'm being honest I've loved you for longer than that, I understand if you hate me, hate me for dumping this all on you. Chances are you didn't even know I was struggling. I don't blame you if you leave this room and let me jump," he laughed a little, "But I know you would never do that, one of the reasons I think you're so amazing."

Chandler shifted his hands from Joeys shoulders to wrap his arms around his stomach, holding onto him tight. "Joe... I don't know what to say. You're right, I never did know you were struggling- and I should have. I should have paid more attention, maybe then I would have known about your feelings, but even if I did figure it out... I would never ever hate you. Ever. You mean more to me than everything in this world. You should know I'm uh... also bisexual, but even so I don't think I ever truly loved Monica. I think I was just trying to fill a hole in my heart from feelings eating away at me i didn't even realise we're there," he squeezed Joey tighter and then released him, slipping his hand into his and pulling him back from the windowsill.

"Oh great so I had a chance but I'm not only second choice but third-" he was cut off but lips crashing into his. Chandler broke away seconds after, not unlike their kiss on New Years, barely giving Joey time to comprehend what had happened.

"You're so dumb," chandler chuckled, blushing. "I think I need to talk to Monica, I'll tell her what happened?" He said questioningly, although both of them knew they owed it to her.

"Yeah, I'll come with you Chan," he replied, "I always will."