Was Everything A Lie? (a Six of crows fic)

Kaz

All characters belong to our queen the amazing Leigh bardugo!

Despite what everyone said , Kaz brekker did need a reason and right now,he had a pretty good reason for wanting to shatter someone's bones.
_ Boss , the man is back again. I..
Kaz held up a hand to stop Anika and clenched his jaw tightly.
_ For the last time,tell him we do not do charity work.And if he ignores you again , I will pay him a visit myself.apparntly that's what he wants so much.
Kaz knew he shouldn't pay attention to him, he was just another pigeon, another miserable person. Unworthy of is attention.but there was something about his backstory that made kaz want to punch someone. The man was looking for his brother who he lost many years ago, And he wanted Kaz's help since he heard kaz had the best spiders. But he didn't want anything to remind him of his past so he hated the man without even seeing him, but then there was a voice deep deep down that told him to help the man and reunite the brothers, what wouldn't he do to see his brother again? But he shook the thought away, such nonsense didn't have a place in dirtyhands's mind besides, the man's brothers is probably dead.
_ Deal with him as I told you, you're dismissed
Anika nodded but as she wanted to leave the office the sound of some heavy footsteps came from the stairs,then the man appeared by the door,he started talking before kaz got the chance to make a harsh comment.
_ Look,I know who you are, and I'll be probably leaving here with some broken bones since I was banned from coming here, but I don't care as long as you can help find my brother.
He said all that in one shaky breath, his voice faltered as he mentioned his brother, but apart from that, he sounded strong and pretty determined.
Kaz eyed him before answering. The man didn't look more than 23,He was wearing a torn blouse and a pair of dusty pants that was supposed to be brown, his hair was messy and black, as black as kaz's hair. The man's eyes were dark brown and full of hope. The hope that kaz would help him. He didn't like those eyes, they reminded him so much of Jordie.
_You say you know of me, of how I could kill you right now just by swinging this cane, but judging by where you are, I seriously doubt that.
Kaz snapped at him while getting up from his chair.
The man didn't look scared as every other person would after meeting kaz. but rather interested.
_ I heard the stories, killing everyone who gets in your way, the monster who hides under the beds, hands permanently stained with blood.want me to go on?
THAT definitely surprised kaz, why did this man thought he could talk to him that way? he should've been angry, but instead kaz felt interested. He raised an eyebrow and told Anika to get out his room. As she left, kaz limped forward.
_ What makes you think I'll help you? Why would I?
_ I will pay you.
Kaz snorted at that,"you can't even dress properly, how do expect me to believe you can give me something worth the trouble"
The man squinted, then took out a bag of kruge fron his pocket and showed them to kaz.
_ I have money, much more than you think, and the reason my clothes aren't as luxury as yours, is because I've been saving up so I could make deal with someone like you to find my brother.
The man's voice sounded raspy now, and there was a hint of bitterness in his words, It reminded kaz of himself.Fuck,it reminded him of Jordie,the way he would get protective of kaz...
He pushed the thought away and stared at the man. Then took a threatening step forward.
_ I told you before, I don't do charity work, and I don't want your money, now go.
_ you may be scary, but I love my brother more than I'm scared of you.
Kaz suddenly felts uneasy, that wasn't right, kaz brekker didn't get uneasy. He squinted at the man
_ even if I help you, your brother is probably dead, barrel isn't the kind of place you can survive in easily.
_ I can see that
Said the man,looking at kaz.
"But if anyone can survive in the barrel it's my brother, he was _is_ smart and independent and always has a plan "
There was a glint in his eyes as he talked about his brother.
Those eyes, kaz wanted to take them out just so they wouldn't remind him of Jordie. He gripped his cane tightly and looked at the man again, there was a scar on his left wrist, Jordie had the same scar, suddenly the man looked so familiar to kaz, the eyes, the scar, the color of his hair, even the way he held himself, with so much confidence that he was doing the right thing. Kaz's breath hitched, the man looked so much like his da, kaz felt the waters below his feet, threatening to come up and drown him, he took a deep unnoticeable breath, then snarled at the man "Fine, but I have to know you are?"
The man looked a little scared now at kaz's rough voice and the venom in his words.
Good, thought kaz.
_ I'm Jordan, Jordan retvield.
And at that kaz felt the waters filling his lungs and the disgusting sensation of bodies around him...

To be continued

I know this is poorly written and probably one of the worst things you've ever read, but I hope I will get better at this. I've never written a fic before, specially not in another language:)
Next update soon!