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Jan 18 2022A month before receiving the invitation from the Yuandao Hong Sect, Lan Wangji was on the back hill of the Cloud Recesses, surrounded by his bunnies. The serene environment, with the rustling of leaves and the soft munching of the bunnies, contrasted sharply with the turmoil in his heart. This place, with its tranquil beauty, had always been a refuge for him, a place to collect his thoughts and find some semblance of peace.
As he watched the bunnies hop around, he couldn't help but be reminded of the times when he had waited for Wei Ying. The long, torturous 16 years of waiting. And when he finally found him again at Dafan Mountain, the rush of relief and joy was indescribable. He had brought Wei Ying back to the Cloud Recesses, hoping to rekindle the bond they once shared.
During those years when Wei Ying was not in this world, Lan Wangji had played Inquiry day and night, desperate to find his soul. The endless nights of calling out to him, hoping for a response, had left a deep scar on his heart.
As he sat there, memories flooded back, and a quiet song began to play in his mind, a song that encapsulated his longing and love for Wei Ying.
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I miss your touch on nights when I'm hollow
I miss your smile, your teasing, I miss your voice...I know you crossed a bridge that I can't follow
I wanted to follow you, but I can't follow you as Wen Yuan needs me...Since the love that you left is all that I get
Even if you don't feel the same as what I feel I would love you till the end...I want you to know that if I can't be close to you
I will always want you, love you.. even if you are dead..I settle for the ghost of you
Sometimes I liked to imagine that you are still with me teasing me, I would love to listen to you talking for the whole day...I miss you more than life (more than life)
Wei Ying I missed you so much please come back to me...And if you can't be next to me
Wei Ying, can you hear my Inquiry? Please take care of yourself.Your memory is ecstasy
Your memory is what keeps me moving forward even if it hurts a lot...I miss you more than life
Wei Ying I missed you so much more than you can ever imagine.I miss you more than life
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Lan Wangji's thoughts wandered as he remembered the warmth of Wei Ying's touch, the playful teasing, and the infectious laughter that used to fill the air. His heart ached with the weight of unspoken words and lost time.
"I need more time but time can't be borrowed," he whispered to himself, feeling the depth of his longing. "Please wait for me, my love. I will follow you when I'm sure that our A-Yuan will be well in the future."
He recalled the countless nights he had dreamed of Wei Ying, the vivid dreams where they were together, happy and carefree. "I'd leave it all behind if I could follow," he thought, the pain of separation almost unbearable.
"I want you to know that if I can't be close to you," he continued, his voice barely a whisper. "I'll settle for the ghost of you. Even if it's only a dream, I would gladly stay with you, my Wei Ying."
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I miss you more than life
I love you more than my life Wei Ying..I miss you more than life...And if you can't be next to me
I will treasure our memories together..Your memory is ecstasy
I miss you Wei Ying, I love you..I miss you more than life
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A gentle breeze rustled the leaves, and Lan Wangji felt a sense of Wei Ying's presence, a ghostly echo that brought both comfort and sorrow. He closed his eyes, allowing himself to be swept away by the memories, the love that had never faded, and the hope that one day they would be reunited.
Just then, a butterfly messenger landed on his shoulder, breaking him from his reverie. He gently took the message and read it, his eyes widening in surprise. It was an invitation from the Yuandao Hong Sect, inviting him and the other major sects to a grand celebration.
As he read the invitation, a flicker of hope ignited in his heart. Maybe, just maybe, this would lead him closer to Wei Ying. He stood up, determination setting in. He would go to the celebration, and he would find out more about this mysterious sect and its connection to Wei Ying.
With renewed resolve, Lan Wangji made his way back to the main hall, clutching the invitation tightly. The time for waiting was over. It was time to take action, to uncover the secrets of the Yuandao Hong Sect, and to finally find his beloved Wei Ying.
Sorry for this chapter haha I'm actually inspired by the Song of Justin ...Ghost of You..that's suits The long years of waiting for Wei Ying. I just wanted to write Lan Zhan's longing. Anyways I will be positing the next chapter "MEETING YOU AGAIN" So see you laters baby 😉😘❤️ - Original Note on Jan 18 2024Rewritten and Revised Version
July 20 2024
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FanficRevised and edited Version Completed Wei Ying was banished and discarded from the whole Cultivating world. Lan Zhan Turned his back on him, the juniors can't help him they are still young and don't have enough connection. This story starts during...