If Only You Knew

Chapter 3:

Hinata's P.O.V

It's Monday morning. I don't plan on going to school today. I'd left the house early like I normally would due to volleyball practice. Come back after mum leaves to take Natsu to school and to go to work herself. Dad works in England so he isn't home.

I pulled out the key to the front door, unlocked the door and walked inside. First thing I did was call the school telling them that I can't get to school today due to a family reason. Then I went upstairs and changed into a pair of tan jeans, a light blue shirt and Vans. I came back downstairs, grabbing my wallet, phone and headphones before walking out the door.

~~~~Later~~~~

I was walking down the street. I know I look like a preschool student right now due to my height and people keep giving me weird looks. But I don't care. I walked for a while, simply listening to music. It was nice for a change, having no one scream, yell and pester me about shit all the time. I mean I know i can't talk. I do the same thing everyday. But it's different when you just want to shut down. Forget about everything. The song Blank Space by Taylor Swift came on and I almost vomited, don't get me wrong the song is ok. But at the moment I really want some rock blaring in my ears.

I sat down at the nearest bench and turned on my cellular. I searched up the bands with the top selling records at the moment. ACDC, Black Veil Brides. Pierce the Veil, Sleeping With Sirens, Fall Out boy and some other bands came up. When I started listening to some of their songs I instantly fell in Love. I mean who wouldn't.

They. Are. Amazing.

I look at the time and see that I still have an hour before I have to go home. I bought some of the songs I liked and walked for another 5 minutes till I came to a little park. It was so quiet. Abandoned almost. I didn't even realise that this placed existed. I sat down on one of the swings and started to hum softly to myself.

~~~When he gets home bc I'm to lazy to write it all~~~

"I'm home! I say before taking off my shoes and replacing them with the house slippers.

"Hi Shouyou, how was - WHY ARE YOU NOT IN YOUR UNIFORM?!?"

'Shit, I forgot about that.'

"I..um..had a thing with the team where we go to preschools and teach the kids how to play volleyball."

"Wouldn't you need to be in your uniform for that. Because you're representing Karasuno?"

"No because it was a voluntary thing. No one was representing anyone. Everyone in the team just happened to volunteer."

"Oh Alright then. Come on tea is almost ready."

With that my day went back to normal.

--------------Next Day---------------

School. Again. Kageyama holding Tsukki's hand. I just can't stand it. Today was horrible. I would try to focus on the teacher but the two love birds, (barf) kept distracting me. When I can actually focus I don't understand a thing. So I just pulled out my phone and earphones and played my music.

It was break and I was getting myself a bottle of water from the vending machine. My friends here really worried about me, kept pestering me saything that I'm standoffish. I'm not, I just need time to myself, I need to sort out my heart and it's stupid feelings.

I was walking back to the table when I realised I really needed to go to the bathroom, so of course. I turned back around the way I had come. Of course the universe hated me enough at the moment that they decided to have me walk in the moment I heard a throaty moan and a popping sound.

"You like that? The feeling of my wet mouth on you, pleasing you." A deep voice said.

"Yes, daddy." I heard a weak desperate voice say in return. They both sounded so familiar.

"I never would have thought I would get to see this side of you. You're always so strong, cold and merciless in practice. But here you are shaking and whimpering under my touch. How does it feel king?"

I forgot why I had even entered the bathroom in the first place, i just turned and ran, it seems like I have been doing this alot lately. Running away from my problems. Turning a blind eye to the things I have seen or heard that hurt my feelings.

I stopped running when I realised that I had run all the way to the same park as yesterday. Still as empty as the day before, so I walked over to the swings, pulled my phone out of my pocket and plugged my headphones. Black Veil Brides, Fallen Angels started playing as I started to contemplate my look, dress and music code.

~~~~~~A/N~~~~~~

Hey guys sorry it took me so long to update, I have been going non-stop with school and my holidays started 4 days ago but I was away on holiday with no internet for that period of time, I died. But now I'm back and I'll be updating more often.

Hope you all have a good day/night.

- Cashtin Quinn