If Only You Knew

Chapter 6

I looked into the mirror again. Going over my appearance for maybe the hundredth time tonight. Ripped black skinny jeans, black and red converse and my black shirt with a quote; 'Black is Poetic' written in red.

Today is my first 'date' with Kuroo. It took me a while to find out but Kageyama and Tsukishima are going to see the movie The Avengers: Age of Ultron today and Kuroo and I are going too.

'I hope this works.'

I heard the doorbell ring and opened the door only to find Kuroo dressed in tan jeans with a grey Hurley shirt and black Vans.

"Ready to go?" He asked

"Yeah I am. Just let me grab my phone." I say before I turn to grab my phone off the table in the hallway entrance and walk out the door. I looked over at him. He had a pair of keys in his hand. I gave him a questioning look.

"What you expect me to walk, from my house to yours then the cinemas. I don't think so." He grabbed my hand and pulled me onto the street.

"This is Jessica. My baby." He said with a goofy grin on his face. He was pointing to his left. I looked to where he was pointing. My eyes widened, that is one nice car.

"Wow." Is all I could manage.

"I know, isn't she a beauty. Jessica is a black 1972 Plymouth Barracuda." (A/N I'll put a picture to the side, or at the start of the chapter, depending what you're using to read this. It's my dream car.)

"Wait, Jessica? You name your cars?"

"Well, that's what Dad called her."

"Wow, you father has nice taste." His eyes flash with a sadness I hope I never know.

"Had"

"Had?"

"Yeah, had. He died when I was 11 years old. He was driving Jessica and he was hit by a drunk driver. car hit a tree which fell on Jessica. Dad was killed instantly. I have been fixing the old girl up ever since we got it back from the crash. I wouldn't let Mum turn her to the junkyard."

"I'm sorry."

"It's ok, lets get to the movie eh?"

"Ok."

We drive for half an hour in a comfortable silence. When we got there the building was packed. I grabbed Kuroo's hand as we entered the building so we wouldn't get separated.

After buying the tickets and food we sat down and talked for a while. Sitting close together obviously, people kept throwing disgusted glances our way every now and then but Kuroo just glared at them and continued to talk to me like it was nothing. I started getting nervous, what if this didn't work. What if it just made everything worse. I started bouncing my knee in place, an old habit I got when I was younger.

"Relax. It's going to be fine." I heard Kuroo whisper to me. Putting his hand on my knee to stop it from moving.

"I'm not so sure."

"Just think of it as going out with a friend to watch a movie. Ok? Just breathe."

I took a breath and let it out slowly. But that just made me want to go vomit.

"I'm going to go to the bathroom."

"Ok, I'll just wait here."

I walked off, looking for the bathroom. Once I found it I all but ran to the closest toilet and let my guts empty itself. After I was done I felt a hand on my back.

"Hinata, you alright?" I froze. No, not here and not now. It couldn't have been during the movie, it had to be when I decided that this was too much to handle. That this was just too nerve racking. I stood up and faced him, in a cowardly way.

"Yeah I'm fine, what are you doing here?"

"I'm here with Kei. What about you?"

'They're already on first name basis.'

"I'm where with Tetsurou. He's taking me to see The Avengers."

"Who's Tetsurou?"

'Here goes nothing.'

"Kuroo Tetsurou, my boyfriend. He plays for Nekoma, He's their captain." I said with a proud grin. Nothing, his face stayed blank, hard and cold. But I swear I saw something in his eyes.

"Oh, well I better get going, Kei will be looking for me."

"Yeah same with Tetsurou. Bye Bakeyama." With that I turned on my heels and left the bathroom and headed straight back to where Kuroo was sitting.

"Hey."

"Hey, come on, they are about to call our movie in."

"Ok and Kuroo."

"Yeah."

"I think I just took the first step toward my goal. Oh and can you call me Shouyou, cause Kageyama thinks I call you Tetsurou now."

"Sure Shouyou, sure."

~~~~Kageyama's P.O.V~~~~

I walked into the bathroom to wash my hands after Kei spilt his drink on my hands and clothes. I finished drying my hands and was about to leave the room when a bolt of red hair shot through the door and towards the first toilet stall.

I looked at the figure, he looked familiar. But from where I wasn't sure. I heard him empty his food and drink into the toilet before realising who he was. I placed my hand on his back without thinking.

"Hinata, you alright?" I asked boredly.

I felt him tense under my hand. Before he stood up and turned to face me. It took all my will not to let my jaw fall to the ground. Hinata looked completely different. Dressed in black and red with eyeliner. He looked like a emo kid. Not that I have anything against that, I just, I'm not used to it.

"Yeah I'm fine. What are you doing here?" He asked me. I felt myself gulp.

"I'm here with Kei. What about you?"

"I'm here with Tetsurou, he's taking me to see The Avengers."

'Who?'

"Who's Tetsurou?"

"Kuroo Tetsurou, my boyfriend. He plays for Nekoma, He's their captain." He said with a proud grin. I almost cried. His boyfriend, so he really doesn't think of me as anything more than a friend and partner on the court.

"Oh, well I better get going, Kei will be looking for me." I said, trying to get away from him before I slipped up and said something I would regret.

"Yeah same with Tetsurou. Bye Bakeyama." With that he left me, left me for someone who he likes. He left me alone like he will with our friendship if he finds out my secret.