Unbothered (Shōta Aizawa x Reader)

Chapter25

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"I didn't expect you to awake" his deep voice grabbed your attention.

"I could say the same for you" you responded back to Aizawa as he walked over and placed a kiss on the top of your head.

"Why are you awake Y/n?" He asked looking over to you as he sat down.

"Couldn't put my mind at ease I guess" you said with a shrug. "How about you?"

"Couldn't get comfortable" he said knowing that was a lie.

Im reality he was think about what Ms. China told him. He felt guilty for some reason he feels as though he should have noticed. He had already known about your self harm but he didn't know anything about what your home life was.

He looked down at your arms. Your scars had healed nicely, thanks to recovery girl you wouldn't be able to see them unless you knew they were there in the first place.

"Why are you looking at my arms?" You questioned putting your hand over the scared area.

"Sorry, I was just looking at them" he said shaking his head.

"I honestly wish they weren't there, I think they're ugly even though I can't really see them." You said running your thumb over it.

"I can understand not wanting them to be there but they are kind of a reminder of where you came from and how much you grown" he said pulling you into his lap.

You smiled down at him as he grabbed your arm and kissed your wrist gently.

"You Shota Aizawa are an amazing person" you said before kissing him lightly on the lips.

You both just looked at each other and you saw a look in his eyes you had never seen before.

"Y/n I..." he paused.

He wanted to say it, he really did but as those three words were about to roll off his tongue he remembered what happens the last time he said those words.

"I think you're amazing too"

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"just let me go get my bag and I'll be ready" you said running up the stairs to get your things. You went to grab your phone but it wasn't on the side table. You looked around the room for a little until you realized it was down stairs.

You grabbed your bag and went to walk down the stairs when you heard whispering.

"Her mom came by this morning while she was asleep." Ms. China said in a whisper. "But you can't tell her I told you anything about her mom" he nodded in agreement.

"You gotta be fucking kidding me right now" you said still standing on the stairs.

They both turned their head to look at you, both pairs of eyes getting wider.

"Y/n I-" she started but she was quickly cut off

"You told him the one thing I told you not to tell anyone" you said tears brimming your eyes. "You betrayed me"

"Y/n I don't think that what" you cut him off as well.

"Stop, I don't care. I don't want to talk to you" you said no longer being able to look at him.

You all stood there in silence. Feeling the tension thicken. You just looked at Ms. China.

"Im leaving" you said picking up your bag and walking towards the door.

"Y/n stop" aizawa tried to grab your arm  but you pulled away.

"Don't touch me" you said before walking out.

You walked all the way back to the school. You got there and went straight to your room. You shut the door and just began crying.

He probably thought you were disgusting and weak. He will never look at you the same because he now knows that your mother used to hit you.

You heard people outside start to return and you quickly got up and got yourself together and made your way down stairs.

The one you loved already thought you were weak you didn't want anyone else thinking that.

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The whole week you avoided any sort of conversation with Aizawa. You gave him no reason to speak to you. You never asked for help and you started going to lunch but never ate anything.

You felt worthless. Having him of all people know about your mother bothered you and to think Ms. China is the one who told him.

"You're dismissed for lunch" his deep voice filled the room.

Everyone got up and went to leave you put your things back in your bag when you heard the door shut.

"You can't avoid me forever"

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