Unbothered (Shōta Aizawa x Reader)

Chapter 26

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"You can't avoid me forever" his deep voice making you tense up.

You didn't respond, you just kept putting your things in your bag. You heard him start to walk over to you before you zipped your bag and turned to leave when you ran into his chest.

"Y/n please" he said as he looked down at you.

"Excuse me, Mina is waiting for me" you said pushing past him.

He sighed as you walked out of the room and ran his hands through his hair. He was frustrated. For the first time he didn't know what you were thinking. When you were around him you didn't make faces, your eyes never changed. After you left Ms. Chinas house he went after you but she stopped him. She said that you needed your space and to give you time. Aizawa never really had a problem with giving space but when it came to you and your emotions and feelings he wanted to be there for you, but you have shut him out.

You felt a pit in your stomach. You hated not talking to him but you couldn't face him anymore. You felt weak. You have isolated yourself from the person who cares about you the most. You wanted to hug him and cry but he knew too much. You thought he was going to look at you different.

Mina knew something as wrong but she left it alone, kirishima saw it too and he wanted to say something but Mina told him no. They didn't want to make things worse.

"Hey dumbass what's wrong" Bakugos booming voice made you flinch a bit.

"Oh nothing I'm just tired" you responded looking over to him.

"Ok so how about the truth now" he said a little irritated.

"Bakugo stop" Mina said hitting him on the arm. "If she doesn't want to talk about it she doesn't have to"

"That's the thing there's nothing to talk about I'm fine" you said shaking your head.

"She is obviously upset about something, and don't hit me again!" He yelled at Mina.

While they continue to argue with each other, you looked at Kirishima and he looked back at you with a head tilt.

"Look I know you don't want to talk about it, but when or if you need to talk I'm here to listen" he said in his kind demeanor you loved so much.

You nodded and gave him a smile. He nodded and went back to listening to Mina and Bakugos argument.

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It had been about three weeks since you talked to Aizawa and it was killing you. You laid in bed and couldn't find sleep, ever since you left that day sleep has been no where to be found. You sat up and put your slippers on and went out of your room. You knew if you didn't talk about it with someone you would explode so you went to kirishimas room and talked to him. You sat on his bed and just talked and he just listened. You talked about everything, you left out the fact that the man you were talking about was your teacher. He sat and said nothing and just let you vent.

"Well I can give you advice or I can keep quiet" he said laying on his back.

"Honestly I'd like some advice" you said looking at him

"Well I think that if you love this guy as much as you say you do you should tell him one, and you should definitely talk to him. Because trust me Y/n not talking to you is torture."

You sighed and laid down on his bed.

"You're right, but can I stay in here for a little bit?" You asked looking over at him.

He nodded and you both just laid there and talked. It felt nice to talk to him again. You both could talk for hours about anything and everything, you could even sit in silence and it wouldn't get awkward. You missed the comfortableness with him. He wasn't wrong though. He gave you good advice but the only thing left for you to do was take it or leave it.

You didn't know what to do. You wanted to talk to him and tell him everything, you wanted to hug him and actually be able to look at him with out feeling like shit. You knew he probably didn't think of you any differently but your insecurities kept getting in the way. But he didn't mind them. He loved every part of you the good bad and the ugly. And that's why you loved him so much. You didn't want to ruin everything by saying those three words to him, because what if you were just imagining and he didn't really love you.

Your head was spinning, it was full of thoughts and scenarios both good and bad. You had thought of everything that could completely right, and everything that could go completely wrong. You sat up and looked back at kirishima.

"I'm gonna go and talk to him" you said his eyes getting wide.

"Really?!" He said sitting up on his elbows.

"Yeah, or I'm gonna try to anyways." You said with a nod as a nervous expression washes over your face.

"Hey, don't be nervous. You can do this you are the bravest person I know." He said sitting all the way up and grabbing your hands. "Just be positive. And if he doesn't feel the same than that's his loss because you are the greatest girl in the world Y/n" he said pulling you into a hug.

"Thank you" you said as you held him tight.

You hugged him for a bit and he squeezed you back. You quickly kissed him on the cheek and left his room. As you walked back to your room you felt nerves run through your body. You tried to shake them away but they were being stubborn. You turned the corner and saw the tall man who you were just going to talk to sitting by your door.

"Hey, I came to talk to you but when I knocked you didn't answer so I decided to wait." He said standing up and walking towards you. " I just wanted to"

You quickly cut him off, grabbing his shirt and pulling him towards you and smashing your lips into his. He quickly kissed you back and put his hands on your hips. This kiss felt different. It was still a lust filled kiss but it had a different type of desire. You lead him towards your door never breaking the kiss. You opened the door and pulled him inside, quickly pushing him on the door. You broke the kiss and you both were breathing heavy. You just looked at each other and you opened your mouth to say those pesky three words but your words got cause I your throat.

You closed your eyes and shook your head a little bit. You felt his squeeze your hips making you open your eyes. You looked at him and felt safe. You felt like nothing could hurt you. He made you feel like it was just you and him in the entire world. He made you feel safe enough to say

"I love you"

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