The One

Chapter 39: Preparations

<Seven Weeks Later>

Emily's POV

I can't believe I'm really going through with this. I'm beyond scared, nervous and uncomfortable to say the very least. But I'm putting everything I want aside for just a moment so that I can give the love of my life what she wants most in life, a child of her own.

These past few weeks have been awful. Who knew it took this much trouble just to make a baby between two girls? All the injections and medications needed to take just to regulate our cycles and prepare my insides were the worst though.

Although I can't say much for Alison. At the moment, we're currently in the clinic as they sedate her. I didn't even knew they had to do that just to take her eggs. I guess it must hurt a lot, to the point of having to be put to sleep. And as the doctors explained everything that's was going to happen, it just made me wanna cry even more. Not really for my sake but for my Alison's sake. I don't like seeing her in even the slightest bit of pain.

I just have to keep reminding myself of the prize of the end of all this when we can finally get to hold that baby. Hopefully it's twins too because if we have to go through all of this all over again, then I'm not sure I'd want another baby.

Or on second thought, I hope it's just one baby.  I don't think I can push one baby out and still be in one piece, let alone two or more. 

Better yet, I think I've changed my mind all together. Giving birth is scary.  Even making babies between two women looks scary. Why does it have to be so difficult and why did I end up agreeing to this in the first place!?

Ugh! That's right. I'm doing it for my girlfriend.  She better be thankful and I better get lots of sex for this. It's the least she could do in exchange for all the pain I'll be enduring.

I guess I shouldn't be complaining after all. All this hell and pain should be worth it when we have that teeny, tiny baby in our arms.  Yeah. That's it. I just have to keep thinking and looking forward to holding and loving him or her for the rest of our lives. 

At this point I think that that's all that I can keep my mind occupied on in order for me to be able to go through with this.  The only problem with that is that I'm not looking forward to tomorrow because then it's my turn.

They're going to transfer her fertilized eggs into me. I don't mind going through that for my girl, I guess. I'm just really hating the fact that someone I don't even know is going to be all up in my business down there. Talk about being uncomfortable and the lack of privacy.

At least my girl and I will have each other to go through all of this with. I even like that we both decided not to tell anyone about this, not even CeCe. It'll be a hell of a surprise for her for sure, that's if all this takes.

The doctor told us there was a chance that we wouldn't get pregnant on our first try and might have to try again multiple times. I just really hope the first one happens because I don't want to have to redo all of this mess again.

Probably even ever again for that matter.

*****

A few hours later and we're finally back home. I can finally take care of Ali as she rests. She definitely needs it.

"Babe, how are you feeling?" I ask Alison concerned.

"I'm okay. A little sore but I'll be fine. I just can't believe we're really going through with this" she answers me with a wide smile.

"Well believe it, because we are" I reply bending down over the bed to give her a peck on the lips.

"All thanks to you baby"

"Not really. You're the trooper here. If anything, I'll just be the one loosing my hot bod. So don't get mad at me if I end up all blobby" I say laughing.

"Very funny. You know that'll never happen Em"

"What? Loosing my hot body? Because believe me babe, that's definitely going to happen. I know. I've seen what pregnancy does to a body. Maybe not in person but in pictures and it's so not pretty"

"Not that baby. I meant me getting mad at you for how your body may look during or even after we have our little one. You know I will always see you as the most beautiful woman in my eyes even if you look like a beached whale".

"What!?"

"Oh relax Em. That's not even a possibility. I was just proving a point".

"Well don't do that.  You almost scared me to death. And if that happens then that means no baby for you and I know you don't want that.  So from now on be nice to Em okay"  I reply with a cheesy grin plastered across my face.  Mostly for my ridiculous remark but also a bit for preventing Alison from seeing my doubts and worries.

"You're such a smarty, you know that right? Anyways, are you ready for your turn tomorrow baby?"

"Yeah I guess. Not so happy about a stranger looking at my kitty but it's for you so I'll be okay I guess" I say nervously laughing. Only earning a frown from Alison.

"Yeah I don't like the sound of that anymore"

"Haha wow. Leave it to you to get jelly over something like this"

"I have every right to" she replies with a pout.

"Whatever you say babe"

*****

<One Week Later>

"Emily, sweetheart. Where are you?" Alison asks the minute she comes home from work.

"In here" I yell from the closet.

"What are you doing in here?" She then asks laughing.

"Just sitting and staring. Why, what's up?" I respond nonchalantly.

"I want to take you out somewhere for a little trip to celebrate, now that I have a few days off from work" she says. Well that was random.

"It's okay. You don't have to besides I'm not really in the mood"

"Why not?" She asks concerned as she sits next to me on the bed.

"I'm sad I might not be able to wear my clothes anymore. I know it's a stupid thought bu-"

"Then we can go shopping for you again soon. Or you can always just not wear anything at all. I think I like that idea even better" Alison says automatically cutting me off.

"Well look at you. Who knew my girlfriend was such a little perv" I say laughing.

"Yup, only for you baby" she says with a wink. "At least let me take you out on a date tomorrow for our anniversary then" she later adds.

"Okay, but nothing big babe"

*****

Alison's POV

I really wanted to take my girlfriend out to somewhere special. I even had everything planned and set up, but oddly enough she didn't want to. Usually she's the type that likes being spoiled. Is something really bothering her that badly?

No matter, I'll figure it out and find a way to change my plans to go with whatever she wants instead.

I just hope that even with the last minute change of plans everything works out in my favor in the end.

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Sooo this was just a tiny filler chapter that someone messaged me requesting I write how it happens. I'm usually always a few chapters ahead before I post them. Buuut if there's anything that you guys will like for me to incorporate into this story then please let me know. Who knows, maybe I just might be able to fit it in somehow 😉 
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