Starstruck Again

Kriya

I stand, frozen on the spot; absolutely petrified. I stand there gazing at the person who made me cry myself to sleep for the past few months. I want to ask Varun questions, I want to ask him why he did that to me, I want to ask if our relationship meant anything at all to him but all I manage blurt out is, "What the hell are you doing here?"

"Kriya" he says, taking a step towards me.

I step back and see shock in his eye. What? If he is expecting me to embrace his presence and welcome him, he is utterly shocked. Honestly, I wouldn't mind his sudden appearance at my doorstep a few months down the line but now? NO WAY. Just when I am trying to move on, Varun shows up. Perfect timing.

I feel a trickle of sweat roll down my temple. I am nervous around him again; I was when I met him for the first time. But this time it is different; it is the pressure to control my emotions that is worrying me at the moment.

He stands there, maintaining the distance and starts talking. "Kriya, I am sorry I showed up without notice but I HAD to clear some things up. I ha-"

He obviously wants to talk but I won't let him. "Varun, get the hell out of here."

"Just liste-"

"Oh! Aren't you worried that someone will see you now? The newspaper headlines tomorrow morning will have your name in it but for another reason, not bothered about that?" I realised that I had raise my voice a little. "Varun, I don't want you anywhere around me, not after what you've done", I say, lower this time.

I feel like I will throw up if I stay here a little longer. I climb the flight of stairs, unlock the door. Meanwhile, he keeps trying to say something but I can' hear anything. I get inside and slam the door shut on his face.

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A/N: Hiiiii I hope you are doing well. Yeah that's it. Ok bye.