Audrey's point of view-
Ashton and I walked into my room hand in hand.
Honestly I don't know how I feel about Ashton.
I know I'm not supposed to like him.
I can't like him.
I'm scared that if I spend anymore time with him, I'll fall for him.
The more time I spend with him, the more I start to have feelings for him.
"Hey Audrey. Uh can I sleep without my pants?" Ashton asked.
"Um yeah sure. Let me just go change." I said.
I went over to my closet and picked out a T-shirt with some shorts.
I went into my bathroom to change and take off my makeup.
When I'm done, I walked back into my room and saw Ashton and Michael looking at the pictures on my wall.
"This is so cool Audrey. Its like a wall collage." Ashton said.
"Yeah I like taking pictures. I wanna be a photographer one day." I told him.
"I'm sure you'll be a great photographer one day." He said.
"Yeah..." I said.
"Hey. Who's that girl?" Michael asked.
He was pointing at Aria in a picture of me and her.
Memories of us together came flooding back into my mind.
It makes my heart aches every time I hear her name or think about her.
I found myself speechless and couldn't speak.
Its just without her here. Its different.
She used to be with us every second of everyday.
Now. I haven't seen her in a month.
My heart breaks everyday knowing that she's not here.
"Audrey?" I heard my name being called, taking me away from my thoughts.
"Huh?" I said.
"Who's the red head?" Michael asked.
"She's. She's uh a good friend of mine and Amber. Her names Aria." I said.
"She has a pretty smile." Michael said.
"Yeah..." I said.
"Ok guys let's sleep." Ashton said.
"Yeah good idea. Goodnight guys." Michael said walking over to the couch in my room. "Goodnight." We all said.
Lights got turned off and we went to bed.
Calum and Ally was already passed out on the pullout bed under my bed.
I wonder if they're together.
I mean they are sleeping together.
I shake off my thoughts and went to bed.
After a few silent moments I couldn't sleep.
"Ashton?" I asked.
"What Audrey?" He asked.
"I can't sleep." I said.
"Here I'll help you sleep." He said.
"Uh ok." I said.
Then I felt myself being pulled closer to him.
"Ashton what are you doing?" I asked.
"Helping you sleep. Now shush." He said.
He pulled me close to him and started to trace circles on my arm.
Honestly it was relaxing.
The position we were in was comfortable.
"Now close your eyes and clear you mind." He said.
I did what he told me to do and soon found myself drifting off to sleep.
"Goodnight Audrey." I heard him say then he kissed me on my arm.
I didn't say anything back but in my mind I thought 'goodnight Ashton' and I imagined myself kissing his cheek.
But that's just me dreaming.
I can't do that.
He doesn't like me that way anyways. He's just being nice.
