Luke's point of view-
"But im your weirdo."
The words fell out of my mouth just like that.
I hate lying.
Yet i'm lying to Amber. Actually not just Amber but Audrey too.
I feel so out of place.
Why do I feel this way?
I shouldn't feel like this right?
The way I made her smile with just my words. It's like I have her under a spell.
It feels so unright.
But I have to.
She's the reason why. The only reason why I'm doing this.
Her smile. Her laugh. Her in general. The only reason why she's smiling right now is because I'm acting like I 'like her'.
When she finds out that I'm faking it right now, she'd be broken.
I wonder what my life would be like if I hadn't agree to this whole thing.
"Hey what are you thinking about?" Amber interrupted my thoughts.
"Oh uh nothing."
"Ok... well we're here, so do you wanna get out and go eat or just sit here?" She reached her hand out waiting for me to grab it.
I didn't realize we were already at the restaurant.
"Of course. Let's go, I'm starving." I grabbed her hand and we walked in.
Hand in hand.
Amber's point of view~
He's so strange today. Usually he'd be laughing making jokes and play around, but this time he's so out of it.
I wonder what's wrong.
We walked over to our table and just ordered food.
The whole time Luke didn't talk or look at me.
Everyone was talking and being normal then there's Luke.
"Hey" I tried catching his attention but I failed.
He didn't look at me. He just pulled out his phone.
Did I do something wrong?
When everyone was done and ready to go we got up and left.
Luke was walking next to me but was still on his phone.
When we got in the car he sat next to Calum instead of me.
Its not that he has to sit next to me, but usually he wants to.
So I ended up sitting with Audrey and Ashton.
The whole ride I felt like the third wheel.
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When we got back to our place everyone decided to stay and just hang with us.
Everyone was talking about going to the pool but I didn't want to go.
I mean who's there to hang out with anyways.
Luke's avoiding me. Audrey is probably gonna hang with Ashton. Calum is always with ally. And Michael well he's everywhere. Michael socializes with everyone.
"You sure you don't wanna join?" Audrey asked grabbing her phone.
"No its fine. I don't feel like swimming."
"Ok well if you change your mind, join us." And with that everyone left.
I decided to take a bath to just kill time.
When I got out of the bath, I just turned on the tv and chill.
Is Luke mad at me for something?
He's been basically avoiding me the whole day.
I wonder what's going on.
Maybe I should talk to him.
