Secret sorrows of the heart (Black Butler/Kuroshitsuji fan fic)

This story is permanently on hold

Hi guys!
Thank you all for giving me over 40k reads on my dark smile books. I truly appreciate it and hope that it was good! When I wrote this story I was 16 years old. I am now 23 (almost 24in July 2022) and my passions have been lost to me. I am constantly judging my own work, and can't seem to pick up my fingers to type. I'm no longer super obsessed with Black Butler, although these characters will always be near and dear to my heart, and because of this I can't seem to be inspired to finish my fan fiction.  And honestly, adulting a societal pressure has left me feeling very very lost.

BUT! If you liked the overall theme and plot of dark smile I do plan to completely rework it and make it into something of my own. There will be time travel, there will be a sexy devil, but he's no longer a butler. I will be adding things, taking away things, and in the end the story will be unrecognizable as dark smile.

In the years that I've been gone, not everything has been terrible! I got married in 2019, and I moved from my small home town in Montana to Seattle Washington. I did not get my college degree and I'm starting to take time for myself. I will go back to college once I know what I want to actually do. It's so expensive to go if you don't know what you want. $40,000 later and no degree I finally figured that out 😅. Anyway, I also got a German Shepherd, his name is Miiko. He just turned 2 in December. And before him I adopted a cat in 2018, who I've named Osiris. She literally fits the name. Things are getting better and maybe one day I will finish this ff, but until then I appreciate you guys so so so much! You got me through times when I wasn't sure if I wanted to be here. I will never be able to fully thank those who have supported me from day one. I owe so much to you! I hope you guys have a wonderful year and maybe I shall see you all again in the future. Tschüss!