Fear. That's all I felt as I stared down the young boy in front of me . His disheveled navy blue hair, his dark navy eyes; they all seemed so familiar yet not.
Everything hurt. My head ached, my body pulsed. The adrenaline I didn't know I had was starting to dull and the ache just worsened. I put my frail had to my pounding skull and rubbed my temples to try and help the ache.
"Idris...." The boy started to speak I looked at him for a solid moment before I spoke to my demon lover.
"Sebastian, please get me out of here, I don't feel to well." I said still looking at the strange boy in fear.
Sebastian swept me into his arms as soon as those words left my lips, our surroundings shifted from the middle of the woods to the comfort of my bedroom. 'Who was that boy? Why was he on her property?'
"Sebastian?" I asked, my voice weak and soft, but I knew he could hear me.
"Yes?" He replied, helping me out of my tattered garments, and into a white night shift.
Sebastian pulled out a hair brush from one of the side tables next to my bed and started brushing through my long auburn mound. 'Had my hair grown?' He pulled my hair back into a makeshift braid and pushed me down onto my back, staring into my grey eyes with his crimson ones.
"Do I know that boy? He looked so hurt when I hadn't recognized him. I feel off, and not myself. What happened to me?" I asked at first but started demanding near the end.
Sebastian's brows knit as he was trying to think of something to respond with. I knew him to well, he was going to either avoid the subject all together or he was going to give a half assed truth. I sighed as I waited for him to respond. 'What happened to me?'
"I think it would be best for that to remain unspoken right now. You need to rest, you look like you've caught your death." Sebastian snickered while engulfing me into his warm embrace.
I breathed him in deeply, pushing myself harder against him, closing my eyes and falling into a dream state quite quickly. I hadn't realized I was this exhausted.
"Sleep well Mea Domina, and in the morning we shall have a fresh start." I faintly heard Sebastian say before I was captured by the darkness.
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It smelt of wet grass, the sun shining brightly upon an abandoned field. In the field she saw a women, clutching what looked to be a lifeless child close to her chest. Obsidian diamond crystals started to fall from the sky as the women fell to her knees, the ground encompassing her child, and sucking it within the now rotting earth beneath her.
The women grasped her stomach tightly, howling in pain as a tiny hand pierced through her. An infant, ripping through its mother, trying to reach for the child being sucked into the earth. Blood poured onto the cold dead earth as the women screamed in agony. The infant growing larger as more and more of him climbed out of his mum.
And that's when I woke up, rushing to the bathroom to throw up. The vibrant sun peaking its rays through the extravagant curtains.
Sebastian was in the bathroom next to me faster than I could blink, gaping at me as I threw up my own blood. I looked up at him and smiled slightly.
"It's just nerves from a dream I had it's nothing to be worried about." I tried reassuring him and myself at the same time, "Let me get dressed and I'll meet you downstairs, we have much to discuss."
Sebastian reluctantly caved in and made his way out of the room and to the dinning hall, leaving me to mull over my thoughts and get dressed at my own pace.
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"But what happened Sebastian!" An angry Ciel screamed, pacing back and fourth in his study.
"It seems she has forgotten your entire existence, which is very unfortunate," Sebastian quirked, trying to be as nice as possible, "But, with this 'unfortunate' problem I see some promise."
Ciels eyebrows nearly touched the top of his head with Sebastian's next comment, or should he say request, or maybe demand.
"We shall move to the Americas. That way we all have a fresh start and we could go our separate ways should Idris see it to be fit. Otherwise, we shall act in our roles just as before, until her memory is jogged. Then we shall see from there."
"I am not sure, Sebastian..." Ciel said hesitantly
"It's the perfect opportunity Ciel. We are leaving either way, with or without you." And with that Sebastian left, allowing Ciel to come to a decision himself.
Ciel knew what he had to do, and that was to move. For the sake of Idris- and hopefully his loss of the need to take revenge. In America there would be no Phantomhive reputation, or duty. Maybe he could live a normal and happy life?
Ciel sighed as he stopped by his window, gazing out into the garden. He hoped he was making the right choice.
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