177 is the number that I can get too before giving up and restarting my count. I can't remember anything further than that number, and I am beginning to believe I will start to lose myself in this ever engulfing darkness.
177. I think that's how long I've been stuck here, but 177 what? Days? Weeks? Months? Hours?
There's no light, no food, no water... yet I'm not scared nor do I feel anything, except for this feeling of longing.
Is it sad I can't even remember his name anymore? All I remember is that I loved him, and he loved me.
I'm starting to fade out, becoming nothing more than a once forgotten memory. I want out, please someone help me.
Help.
Help.
Help.
Why do I even keep trying? No one can hear me, see me. Hell I can't even see me, I barely remember what I looked like.
I don't want to die, I will keep holding on for him.
Prologue finished!:)
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