desire
/dɪˈzʌɪə/
noun
a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen.
"he desired sex more than anything"
verb
strongly wish for or want (something).
"he never reached the relationship he so desired"
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Not wanting to wait until Jongho and Mingi were done fucking, I just left after it got boring with Yunho who evidently insisted on waiting for Mingi.
I walk back to the hostel, the sky already dark and the forest looking not so welcoming. It does give me chills to walk through a windless forest with no noise other than my own footsteps.
With a lightened cigarette in the corner of my mouth and kicking some stones out of my path, I reconsider about Mingi, questioning myself if he's even worth it. But I do need someone, who am I supposed to be with then??
Seongjoong already dating, don't seem like they'd cheat on each other... Yunho is fine as fuck, but he's Mingi's bestie... Fuck Jongho... Yeosang is my homie...
Wooyoung...! Ah, right, he's in some relationship with Yeosang. Also, he gives me clingy vibes, one kiss, and he'd be all over me.
Eventually, pushing the door to the hostel open, I glimpse Therese who is cleaning the house, glancing up to me, "Ah, you're home too? Hongjoong and Seonghwa went sleeping and Wooyoung and Yeosang... No idea actually, somewhere upstairs."
"Yo, Yeosang?" Soon later I enter Jongho and Yeosang's room, Yeosang on the table seeming to be studying.
Bruh.
"You're back? How was the desert?" Yeosang examines me before going over to his books again as I let myself fall on his bed.
"Why you studying, what the fuck," I yawn, feeling tired.
Yeosang shrugs, "Nothing to do."
"You have a whole ass boyfriend, and you have nothing to do? Kang Yeosang, oof." I start closing my eyes, almost drifting off.
"Broke up with him."
"Ah," I mumble back before I widen my eyes, sitting up straight, "What!?"
"You broke up with him?" I exclaim, "Did you cheat- did he cheat- BRUH WHAT'D YOU DO WITH THE BARON-"
"Made out with him." Yeosang seems to be smiling, and I start laughing, not believing my eyes.
"Again?! I knew it! Poor boy Wooyoung, you promised him!" I'm still laughing, Yeosang is really something.
"I'm the one you should pity. Wooyoung literally wasn't good for me."
"Are you stupid?" Sighing, I lean against the bed, "Wooyoung is a fucking sub who needs an alpha. That's why you were never enough."
"Alpha? Bro, only cause we're in a forest doesn't mean that-"
"What I'm saying is that Wooyoung felt like he was the one leading the relationship, he wanted to be leaded on. But y'all both bottoms, didn't think y'all would've worked out anyway."
