desire
/dɪˈzʌɪə/
noun
a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen.
"he desired sex more than anything"
verb
strongly wish for or want (something).
"he never reached the relationship he so desired"
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EEEey we are gonna win
While Jongho's playlist was giving upbeat songs, I made it my task to eat away the cake. I only had 8 muffins and a piece of cake, nothing serious.
Not being able to help it, I watch Yunho who is playing volleyball with San, Wooyoung and Yeonjun. As tall as he was, he easily won and smiled brightly. He has thrown his top off, now only the light white fabric hugging his legs.
"You didn't follow my advice? Uff, Song, the ego you have." Jongho appeared beside me, taking one of the many snacks off my plate.
I turn to him, seeing his neck covered in red bruises, "Damn, did Yeosang do that?"
"Yeah," Jongho grins, "He's cute."
I search for him and find him sitting on the edge of the pool with Beomgyu, both boys seeming deepened in their conversation.
Jongho again nudges me, "Come on, you can't be all pissed."
"Why not," I bark back, annoyed.
The boy takes a seat, pouring alcohol into two glasses, "What you pulled at Hongjoong wasn't fair at all, you know? He deserves an apology."
Shit, I almost forgot that. I spot him under the tree, making out with Seonghwa, his transparent shirt dangerously up. At least, he and Seonghwa are happy again.
"Yeah," I say, burying my head in my hands, "Yeah, I know."
"Same goes to Yunho, stop having unnecessary pride, Min," Jongho adds and I groan.
"Okay, okay! Shut up already!" I grin when Jongho reaches for the other cup, handing it over for me to drink.
Frowning at the taste, I drink up and then walk up to Hongjoong who just got up, probably going to get something to eat for him and Seonghwa. When seeing me walking toward him, he halted, eyebrow raised and arms crossed.
"Hey..." I mumble when I reach him, noticing Seonghwa getting up to join too.
"What's up?"
Scratching the back of my head, I sigh, "I came to apologize, I am very sorry. None of it was meant and I promise you're like the best leader ever. I was frustated by my own problems and had to take that anger out on you. It took me way too long to realize my disbehaviour, I am very very sorry, Hongjoong."
"Good leader?" Hongjoong repeats, nodding, "Yeah, you're definitely not going to be my replacement."
When seeing my somewhat fragile look back at him, he smiles softly, "Yeah, you kinda hurt me. But no grudges this time, you were right with the destroying relationships thing."
