desire
/dɪˈzʌɪə/
noun
a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen.
"he desired sex more than anything"
verb
strongly wish for or want (something).
"he never reached the relationship he so desired"
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(a/n: notice the melancholic-lookin' castle in the background. 8h after that pic was taken, ya girl went dead drunk. ah damn that dude be lookin' poetic ash)
Ah, I should've just shut my mouth. What if he commences ignoring me like the others? At least he shows emotions to me- even though they mostly contain only anger and frustration. And annoyance, my least favorite, it makes me seem so dumb. On the other hand, that-
Taking a long sigh, I sit on the edge of the staircase, fiddling open some old wounds on my hand. I momentarily hear steps behind me, internally rolling my eyes. I'm going to hear the same words all over again.
"You should stop with him." "He's no good for you." "Let's get out of the forest." "You can't always blame your degrading kink."
When I just want to hear, "He likes you, omd!"
Therese and Debo try to squeeze themselves beside me, soon deeming an arm over my shoulder. I look up and stare at Debo who grins. Therese there while yanking my hands apart, preventing more blood waste.
"You know," Debo begins, "You never walk alone."
Therese nods, "YNWA."
And for the first time in what feels like ages, I laugh.
Despite the insufficient feeling deep down of knowing what was to happen did not go away.
»»————- ➴ ————-««
𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐔𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆
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After the others forced me off Taehyun, Soobin darts at me, head shaking, seeming horrified. Clenching my jaw, I compel Yeonjun's arm off me, heading to the door.
"You're not going to fucking leave, Kai," Soobin threatens whereas I scoff, hand on the handle.
"Hyuka, stay," Beomgyu whispers and I turn back, witnessing him almost close to tears, Taehyun close to him, staring at me with his neck already building bruises.
