Someone I loved

Chapter Five

The next morning Aria went to Dwyn's place in the afternoon, they studied for about an hour, Dwyn wasn't in the good mood, Aria asked" what's going on? "

He was too shy to tell or maybe he has the starting trouble "like a car." Aria waited for him to speak peacefully, her level of being patient is very low compared to other girls. Thinking maybe he is uncomfortable talking to her. After waiting for a few more minutes he tended to open his mouth saying he was stressed with his family, studies she consoled him by saying"it's our family so there is nothing to be stressed about, we are at the start of our carrier there will be some pressure we get, so don't pressurize your self, let it flow. " both were sitting on his bed she looked at her watch and said, "I will be leaving now." Both walked to the living room, Dwyn stopped Aria and said "can I get a hug ", he kept a sad face, she did think for a moment "should I hug him or not ??? ", later she decided to hug him. he was so taller than her, but still managed to hug her. she left without saying anything. 

when she returned to her home, she was thinking "that was only a concerned hug, I hope that doesn't lead to anything."She always used to be unsocialized even with her family, she used to stay in her room always finding closure for her past."

she stayed up all night trying to memorize the math formulas which was not too fun, Aria was not a big fan of math. the next day was the math exam, all her friends gathered up and she helped them remember the formulas as she did.  It was exam time but she didn't perform well in the exam, knowing Aria has to take this exam again she came out. she waited for Jade and Sara. Jade came out saying" I won't clear this exam", but Sara was confident of clearing the exam. Aria told them about the Hug, they were shocked saying "We know something was going on between you guys!!!!!!!!", they started to tease her. "He was sad so I hugged him out of humanity"-Aria said. 

Oh!! humanity is it they teased her, she was blushing and smiling like an idiot, After they all got home they still couldn't stop teasing her for the hug. The last exam of the First semester was Electronics, the hardest one than all the other subjects. Aria studied all night and Dwyn on the other hand slept after midnight. Everyone did the exam well, They were given a day off.

Aria was fighting her depression and anxiety. she started to be angry at Dwyn for unknown reasons, maybe she started to feel comfortable around him. 

Second Semester Starts

It was December, Aria hated that month so badly, she was depressed. Dwyn didn't know what with her, without his knowledge he helped her to overcome the depression, "Depression and anxiety are like being sad, it is the fear of failure, It's wanting friends but hates socializing, It's wanting to be alone but fear of left lonely, It's a feeling that everything at once feels paralyzingly numb", by the time she learned how to bet her depression with his help, she started feeling for dwyn. But wasn't sure if she had to commit the same mistake she did two years ago, which Aria regrets till now, so Aria wanted to test Dwyn, waiting for the right moment.

Meanwhile, last semester's results were out and everyone was terrified, Aria thought she wouldn't pass any of the subjects and she had to study the whole semester again. The results were announced on the website, as the server was busy, aria couldn't see her results that night, while all her friends saw their results and they all passed the semester, Even Dwyn passed all the subjects. Aria already knows she would clear she was quiet and calm, she waited and checked her results after midnight,  she couldn't clear the math subject and cleared all other subjects. 

The next day at college, when Mr.Raph- Electronics professor asked the whole class "who have cleared all the subjects, please stand up", a few people stood up including Dwyn, Sara. They were given applaud. Next, the students who passed all subjects except one, Aria and Jade stood up with a few others in the class, they were also given applaud. 

The January month passed with the classes, Labs, exams. but at the end of January i.e, January 30, Aria asked dwyn "can you stay at my place for this night ? ".