Someone I loved

Chapter Ten

I couldn't think of anything else at that moment, so I asked him not to repeat anything like this. Walking back to the class I asked him "go back to the class first and I will follow you". I stood in the corridor thinking and thinking about it, my panties were wet, hot air blowing from my ears. I went back in not looking at him. I couldn't concentrate on the lecture, my mind was completely shut. 

we went back home, I couldn't talk to him many be I was too shy. He called at the night I wasn't ready to talk, so didn't lift the call. I couldn't sleep that whole night. Finally, while I was about to sleep it was 5'o clock in the morning. 

I woke up at 6:30, went to brush my teeth looking into the mirror thinking about him"this boy is disturbing me too much. what should I do now ?", I took bath came out when I opened my closest looking for the best dress to wear. thinking of wearing pink? maybe not,

 how about red ?, Nah! 

ah is it mandatory to dress beautifully in a relationship? Maybe not.

It's black, I murmured.

I took out a black top with a light colour faded jeans. Thinking that "I am a girl who likes to be herself, if he likes me then he has to love me like who I am rather than changing me, let's show him the real me."

It was Valentine week and both of us gave the new couple vibe to everyone in the class and campus. I wanted to hold his hand, something stopped me to do so. I was waiting for him to hold my hand. 

As I wanted too much it didn't happen. I was a bit upset at that point but was happy to walk next to him. Dwyn used to walk slowly next to me I am shorter than him, he has long legs he could walk faster than me but still choose to walk slowly beside me. Which was so lovely Dovey.
At first, Dwyn didn't talk about anything, he wouldn't call me, text me or talk to me. I used to call him all the time wanting to talk to him, know him more.
Whenever I called him and asked why didn't call me, Dwyn answer was "I was about to call you". Listing to his answer every time I used to think that I was too desperate to talk to him. but Dwyn doesn't seem desperate. Which made me upset.

After Valentine week was over, we didn't celebrate." I am not a person who celebrates anything"- I said to Dwyn. I didn't know how he felt about it but that's the real me. If I fake it now I have to fake it for a longer period. I could sense Dwyn was upset,  I wanted to make it up for him.

"Let's ditch the college tomorrow" - I asked Dwyn.

Ok, but what will we do? - Dwyn
Let's hang out I said.
But where? - Dwyn.
I was also thinking about it!!! I said with an upset tone.
Ok,  why don't we hang out at my place? - Dwyn said with a deep voice.

Your place? I asked curiously,

Yeah! Only if you're comfortable.- Dwyn.

Ok, I said.

The next day I secretly got off the bus and was waiting for him to come to pick me up.  I was waiting which I have in reality, but I did wait for me for 15 min, he said he was on his way. Dwyn lives about 5kms away from my place. He had to lie to come to pick me up, so I guess he must be running late. So plunged in my headphone and started playing Taylor Swift songs, randomly.
After two songs, Dwyn came and I climbed his bike, he drove carefully and asked me to wait in the garage while his parents leave for work. He called me after they left and I was too shy, it was my first time visiting his house. When I went in I saw all the things were not arranged properly. The towel was on the chair, water bottles were lying on the dining table. When I went inside his room, I was shocked. He didn't fold his blanket, the towel was lying on the bed. His clothes were everywhere on the door, bed, chair. Dwyn came in like a jet cleared it all, saying I was in a hurry and nervous, so it's all so untidy. He gave an awkward smile.
I came out and sat in the living room, he switched on the TV, made me super strong coffee.
How's the coffee?? Dwyn asked curiously?
It's good - I said in a happy tone.
While I was busy with the coffee and TV, Dwyn cleaned up the whole house and switched on the Ac, setting it to the right temperature. I was thinking
He can cleanse, cook, maybe he could be perfect husband material.
I was giggling. He took the coffee mug cleaned it, asked me to come inside as it was so hot in the living room.
Let's go to my parent's room, there is an Ac problem in my room. Dwyn said.

Parents room. I was nervous and tensed.