Someone I loved

Chapter Nine

I couldn't stop thinking about his lips, even I'm at home playing with my dog "caesar", which is my routine after I come back home from college, He is the most beautiful and interesting living being I have ever met, we played fetching, football. I was talking to him about Dwyn lips" Caesar why do his lips be so beautiful, you know I saw him sleeping on the bus and the sunlight was falling  on him through  the window and his lips were shinning like water on a red rose  ." Caesar was just looking at me like an idiot with all those cute eyes, lifting his eyebrows and winking at me once every 5 minutes. 

The next day when I got on the bus and was waiting for his bus to cross ours, I was searching every bus that came, thinking I might find him in that. But looks like my luck didn't work today. when I got off the bus at the college, it was crowded everyone was standing in groups and some were moving around talking to each other. I was walking to the stairs and saw Dwyn waiting at the entrance of the stairs. I saw him, Jade, Sara talking to each other, When I walked to the stairs Jade was waving hands at me. As if I didn't notice them, I pretended so. While I was walking towards them, I saw Dwyn wearing a Blue shirt with beige color pants and smiling looking at me, everything suddenly became slow-motion, my eyes stopped blinking looking at his smile," HE HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE " I was thinking to myself and walked towards him and stood in front of him, I wanted to see him once more but he was so tall that I needed to go back a few steps to see his face. He is a giant he was so tall that I couldn't even reach his chest. maybe he was around 180cm. It was too awkward to stand beside him, I was 154 cm. It was so hard to stand next to him. I was imagining "what if he had to kiss me??? He has to bend down 90 degrees to kiss my cheek, I was giggling and blushing inside", Wait Aria you shouldn't think in that way. get control of yourself. You have to study hard!!! - I was pulling myself together.

While I was Day Dreaming about my tall Boyfriend, I couldn't sense that we were on our class floor(4th) and I saw Anna who has a crush on Dwyn, that bitch was starring at him as we came up. So, I wanted to make my mark as his girlfriend, I asked him to come out once and give my bag to him. While he came out I stood close to him, bringing up unwanted talks and talking slowly that he would bend and come close to listen, I was talking with him putting hand my hand on him. I could see her burning with jealousy. Yeah! I know, I am a total Bitch when it comes to things that matter to me. I couldn't just let her see him with all her stupid thoughts for him. Now that he was mine I need to protect him from all the evil eyes. For me, he was a price that I would always cheat to win.

Our lecture started and he was sitting behind me, I was so nervous. I shouldn't slump, sit straight, focus on the lectures Aria. No matter how you sit, it doesn't bother him. I wantedly dropped pens on the floor sat down under the table to see him.  He doesn't notice me looking at him, or maybe he is pretending. I had these two sides of me thinking in a positive way and negative way about him, one would say"Maybe he is too shy ". another would say "he is pretending for sure.", Jade and Sara made fun of me talking to myself. 

This was the lecture time when he should sit in the front row, I was going to check that bitch Val if she still is looking at him, While I was observing her and Dwyn. My eyes were stuck on him, I never observed him so deeply. He was sitting in a good posture, ok ok hairstyle, cute and big ears, his jaw was exactly 45 degrees, he folded his shirt hands I could see a few veins out on his hand. I was starring at him like I was completely lost, I don't know there was something about him, I bent like willow for him. Thinking that is not good for me, he suddenly turned back looked at me. Ahhh!!!!  I turned my eyes and faced them to the board. I was too shy to look into his eyes. 

It was during our lunch break we all cafeteria to eat, Dwyn sat next to me, Jade sat beside Sara. Dwyn placed his hand on the back of the chair, which I didn't like so I told him. he moved a little and sit quietly, I moved a little close to him so he won't be upset, His body smell was so addictive that I couldn't eat my lunch properly. 

We were out of time and we were running to our classroom, we were on the stairs, Jade and Sara were climbing fast, Dwyn walks two steps I need to take at least 4-5 steps, I was walking as fast as I could. there were some guys who were running as their class was about to start. Out of know where Dwyn saw them coming. He pulled by my waist I touched his chest and moved my body close to him. I was so close to his face that I could hear him breathing strongly, we were so close like we were about to kiss, but we didn't our lips didn't touch. we are soooooo close to each other. we witness this "first love" moment. my heart was beating so fast and I had butterflies in my stomach.