Regret

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Tonight my dear,
I'll take you on a trip.
Where the worries of life,
No longer affect us.

Over the horizon,
The bright blue skies
Gorgeous yellow rays of sun,
Absorb into our eyes.

I see your deep blue eyes,
And your smile melts my soul.
But then my heart quakes,
And I fall onto my knees.

My hands holding my chest,
Looking above,
Your majesty,
Worshipful beauty.

Holy,
And sinless.
My darkness succumbs,
And overpowers my eyes.

As I fall into the endless pit,
With sins written on ashes,
Reflecting hell's fiery entrance.
Red blood on the walls,
And fiery beings jumping around.

My hands hold my head as I puke,
Agitated hands,
Picking my scabs,
As I fall deeper into the gates of hell.

I can't pick my eyes up.
The weight I bare,
The anger I hold,
The tears I can't shed.

Can you lend me a hand?
I'm so so weak.
This battle is so draining.

As I lay,
My eyes see you,
My guardian angel,
In the holiest long dress,
Your eyes,
Face.

Regret.

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