Love Is Pain

Denial & Anger😒

Denial

Roman: Hey. When you planning on moving your stuff in the apartment?

Jonathan: I'm not.

Roman: You're getting new stuff or something?

Jonathan: No. I don't need the apartment.

Roman: You & Té gon move in here together?

Jonathan: We are no longer together.

Roman: Wait what? Since when?

Jonathan: Since 2 weeks ago.

Roman: Dude you gotta tell me these things. That's why you've been acting weird. What happened?

Jonathan: You remember how you said she wouldn't cheat on me?

Roman: ...no she didn't. Do you have proof or are you just assuming?

Jonathan: Nigga she TOLD me.

Roman: Did she sound drunk? Are you sure-

Jonathan: It was her & she was sober.

Roman: ...damn, man. I'm sorry.

Jonathan: Nah it's all good. I'm ok.

Roman: Are you really?

Jonathan: We were already fighting & already on a break. This is just like we're on a break....except indefinitely.

Roman: Well did she say she was drunk? Who was it with?

Jonathan: I don't know if she was drunk.

Roman: Would that change your mind about the breakup if she was drunk?

Jonathan: ...I don't-I don't know. But she kissed Exavier.

Roman: Exavier?! As in the gay best friend?

Jonathan: He's not gay.

Roman: It seems like he's not but what if he is?

Jonathan: I have proof that he isn't. Yesterday I got Alivia to flirt with him through Instagram & guess who sent her a dick pic?

Roman: Oh wooo-wait.

Jonathan: What?

Roman: You got her to flirt with him?

Jonathan: I was hoping he was actually gay but...clearly I was wrong. But I'm ok.

Roman: Don't lie to yourself.

Jonathan: I am. I swear.

Roman: Ok.

Roman's POV

I know he's not ok because for the past 2 weeks he's been distant & he's been keeping himself busy. I rarely see him & when I do he seems out of it but I just assumed it was because of the break. I don't know if I want to believe that she actually cheated. I think there's more to the story than either one of us knows

*a week later* Shanté's POV

I've been throwing up just about every morning & my period hasn't come. I thought maybe at first that it was just late but it's been about 5 weeks & the throwing up isn't making my thoughts any better. I decide to go to the doctor to get checked..to see if I'm pregnant. I lay in the chair & the nice lady proceeds to put cold gel on my stomach. She presses this stick thing against my stomach & starts moving it around. I look at the screen & I don't see anything odd so my nerves go down

Doctor: You see that little pea right there?

...

Doctor: That's your baby.