I walk away from Jaden going by the car. As soon as he's about to get in, an idea sparks. He makes eye contact with me like he knows what I'm thinking. He shake his head with a death glare. Fuck it, and I take off running. I used to be on the track team, did I tell you that?
"AINSLEYYY!" Jaden yells at the top of his lungs. I hear his footsteps right behind me. I keep running until I'm in the little woods by Addy house. I trip over a big log.
"OUCH" I say falling, my hands hitting the ground. I'm out of breath. Jaden is so abrasive and it hurts. He's like the meanest person ever. I'm crying so bad, I fell in scrap and their happened to be like a metal bar that hit my lower leg.
"What are you crying about now?" Jaden said out of breath bending down to my level.
"I hurt myself really bad. Almost as bad as when I broke my arm" I said sobbing more.
"You'll be okay. Maybe if you didn't run this wouldn't have happened. You see how mostly everything has a cause and effect, right. But then again it's just another bruise" he said petting it with his thumb. I couldn't tell if he was being passive aggressive. He looks at me sadly for a moment.
"I can't trust you, why do you want to leave me so bad?" He asks out of no where.
"I don't" I say looking down.
"Then why are you running" he said.
"I don't know" I said unsure
"You know why. Now tell me" he said
"Why do you think" I said giving attitude.
"I think you're just acting childish. Your lack of attention from your parents makes it hard for you to have relations. Nothing was never about you growing up. No one ever came running to save you. To say the least no one cared about you. Is that it, Ainsley? It's hard to have a friendship because you've never had a single stable person in your life. Is this what your parents did to you? Treat you like shit and act like it's all your fault. I guess I can't blame you for not knowing how to love, no one ever taught you." He said sarcastically in my view caressing my hair.
"I think you're just a monster and know nothing about me." I said tearing up letting tears fall hitting his hand away from my hair getting up limping away. Everything he said is true. That's what hurt the most. How can he even know? I've never told him shit about me. Only my nana. That was probably a mistake too. I walk to the car sobbing. Everything is ten times worse when someone else calls you out on your shit.
"What did you do to her" Addy yells leaning on the car.
"Nothing, she did this all herself" he said.
I got in the backseat away from him. Staring out the window, silently crying.We arrive home and I get out limping. Jaden walked straight in the house not saying anything.
"Hey, you okay?" Addy said. I nod looking down crying.
"He hates me and I hate him" I said
"No he doesn't. I think you actually might've hurt him"she said
"He has no feelings" I said walking in my room. She laughs following me.
"That might be true but I think you're giving him some" she said. Now I'm the one to laugh.
"No for real!!!" She said. I give her a look.
"He usually doesn't care this much but he's like crazy possessive of you for some reason. If it was any other girl he would have let josh have her." She said.
"You want to make bracelets? There's some beads in the closet" I said changing the subject. I don't want to talk about him no more and other girls.
"Ignore it all you want but I'm his sister and I know him" She said getting the beads. I choose not to respond.
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FanfictionAinsley is already sick of all the bs in her life and she is kidnapped just when she needs it. She's 16, a virgin, and mentally drained. Who wouldn't want to be kidnapped by the mafia in this shitty life? Her old life slowly faded away when she is a...