Drug lord lover?!- J.H~Jaden Hossler

Back to him

So as you all know: Jaden fucking kissed me last night. I couldn't sleep, I stayed in my room tonight for the first time because it'll just be weird with me wide awake while Jaden sleeps next to me. In that bathroom last night, I really wanted to beat Nessa ass because she knew what she was doing, throwing me to the wolf because she wants Josh. I wouldn't have been that stupid if I wasn't drunk but she was actually right even though her intentions were wrong. I got what I wanted after all and I can't stop smiling. I get up and jump in the shower. Shower thoughts are the best especially today because I can think of all the different ways to get Jaden to like me more. And by the way Addy ended up going home with Bryce last night. I guess Jaden skipped the whole therapy thing or whatever which is confusing because well you know. Going through my closet just makes me smile. Seeing all these different dresses is a dream but I decide to throw on a tank top with blue jean shorts.
Recap from last night thoughhhhh😉::

After saying bye to all my drunk friends, Jaden ended up calling someone to drive us , not like Uber, some guy in black truck pulled up with a suit and shaded glasses even opened the door for us too like we're famous. I'm growing more and more sus of my new friends and Jaden. What is it about all of them. They carry themselves so effortlessly, confidence like I've never seen in those girls. They seem to never have worries on their mind, do they even work? Anddddd their all rich, is it such a coincidence that their all best friends and rich and somehow found each other. Mhmmmm no not to me. That doesn't add up. Me as an empath knows their doing something their not supposed too, not to mention the bobbed wire all around Jaes house like who lives like that? Oh yea his threats to sell me earlier like wtf, I'm so confused. Part of me is thinking he's one of those people who sell girls for sex or whatever but I don't know if I should think that bad of him.

"Hey, Ains, we're here, cmon" Jaden said grabbing my hand. I walk in the house with Jaden and he turns to me.

"U-um don't stay up too late, we have somewhere to be" he said changing his mood in a split second. From nervous to hard, that's what scares me the most about him. He can flick this switch in his head and just like that he's the coldest person you ever met. He turns walking up the stairs leaving me wondering even more. Which is why I've been up all night just thinking. I've never been in a relationship before or anything. I don't know how to act. While walking out my room I can hear talking from the a couple doors down. Jaden on the phone.

"Your telling me he actually wants her back?" Jaden said laughing.

"Tell him that's not happening, leave her with the subs, if he has a problem he can come talk to me" he said. Subs? With a face of confusion Jaden walks out to see me staring at the wall.

"Ainsley, are you okay?" He said looking at me

"Yea just thinking, soooo where are we going today" I said following him down the stairs

"Just to my company, that's all" he said nonchalantly

"Okay well I'm ready" I said making him turn around to look at me laughing. Instinctively, I cover myself up looking down, maybe I am ugly and fat and just stupid.

"Mhmmm, not like that Ainsley, go change" he said turning around continuing to make his coffee. I planned on being this nice little girl but not no more.

"Why should I. What wrong with what I'm wearing." I said

"Don't make me tell you again Ainsley" he said with annoyance in his tone.

"No tell me what's wrong with what I'm wearing and if I agree I'll change" I said crossing my arms over my stomach.

"Why can't you just listen to me? We're going to a company full of men and I don't want you walking around like that so can you please go change" he said which surprised me, I half expected him to tell me how slutty I look.