"Stop being a downer and down some shots" Maggie yelled over the music while I sat in the chair feeling disappointed in myself. Maybe I should drink but not in front of Jaden. He's sitting down in a booth with the guys and been on his phone the whole time.
"Yea you're right, can you sneak me some shots. Jaden acts like my daddy and says I shouldn't be drinking" I said. Maggie starts laughing loudly.
"Yes bitch!! Fuck him. Be a bad bitch tonight" Maggie said making me giggle. I love her already, she's a really fun person.
"Here I got a whole bottle of vodka. You ready" she said.
"Cheers" I said taking the shots.
"We're not stopping until we can't walk." She said. It went on from there. Taking shots and shots. Eventually, I didn't even feel like myself anymore.
"By the way everyone saw you and Jaden in the car. It was kind of hot though. Like no one's ever finger fucked me in the car with my friends in it" Nessa said pouting.
"Yea, he is hot. But, I just wish he'd actually fuck me" I said laughing.
"What do you mean, he hasn't fucked you already"? Sab asked.
"Nope, he's too worried thinking about Josh wanting to fuck me or controlling me. But, honestly I just think it's all a game to him. He likes messing with my head." I said
"Maybe not. Josh is staring at you right now. Do you like him now" nessa said looking away. I look over to the table and Josh is staring while drinking what's in his cup.
"Yea that's just because he feels bad for me. I'm the girl who walks around with bruises on her neck. And no I don't like him. How is that not clear?" I said. Why would she ask me such a dumb question? She sounds like Jaden
"What the fuck?!! I used to see him with a different girl everyday not too long ago. You should be proud of yourself. Imagine how hard it is for him to not have sex, he's waiting for you."Sab said encouraging
"Yea, boys are dumb. You have to show him what you want because boys never do what you say anymore. Take control. Let him be the one to beg." nessa said and me being stupid drunk listened to these idiots.
I get up stumbling over to where josh, Jaden, Bryce, cooper, quinton sat. I try to slide pass Josh in the booth and I end up brushing my ass against him tripping between his feet falling onto his lap. Can I blame this on the alcohol, but I kind of liked it. I start laughing loudly leaning back on him and looking up. Him looking down with a grin, admiring me.
"Oh hey, Joshy boo" I said giggling and tapping his nose like he did to me.
"Hey, are you okay?." he said
"Well I was just trying to get through" I slide off of him to right where Jaden was. Not going to lie, I kind of felt his dick. Jaden looks like he can kill me right now, looking back and forth between me and josh. Clenched jaw shaking his head at me.
"Hey, I missed you" I said slurring my words climbing into Jadens lap. Both my legs on his sides with my hands around his neck. I move closer up so I can feel his dick on my vag. Keeping me warm.
"Ainsley, get off of me you're making a fool out of yourself once again. And I really don't like sharing what's mine" He said. I hum continuing to kiss his neck.
"I can't believe you just did that to Josh in front of me and you reek of alcohol, you should know by now that drinking and sitting on my friends laps means your disobeying me, remember what happens to bad girl" he said whispering in my ear.
"No! I just want you to fuck me. Not that!" I said out loud thinking about how bad his spanks hurt.
"If you don't meet me in the bathroom in two minutes, you'll regret it" he said sternly in my ear moving me to side of him leaving. I look up to all the boys staring at me surprised.
"What are yous looking at" i said mad getting up and leaving. Josh tries to grab my wrist but I yank it back. Being around him only gets me in trouble. I go in the bathroom. I haven't looked at him yet. He's probably not going to be so nice. It's always different when it's just us.
"Look at me" he said. I start tearing up.
"Okay that's 30. If you don't look up -"
I look up before he finishes. He pushes me against the wall choking me lightly looking down to me."Do you think what you did was cute. You fucking embarrassed me. They all think you're a slut now" He said his grip getting tighter on my neck the more I don't answer.
"No, I'm not thinking s-straight. I just want you to like me. So much t-that you don't fuck other girls. I don't want J-Josh, I want you" I said crying more. He lets go of my neck looking sorry.
"Stop looking at me like that." I said
"Doing all this will never make me like you. And as for Josh, he has a tendency of wanting what's mine. Fuck him for all I care. You'll just be another thing he took from me and guess what. You're nothing. He'll forget about you and I'll sell you because I don't like sluts. Bad girls aren't my favorite thing either. Just keep digging yourself this hole because I can care less about you when you're 18. All I have to do is not fuck you. Then you'll be a pretty little virgin who I get a million for" He said hovering over me with a smirk.
"You're sick. Just sell me to josh already. I bet he wouldn't treat me half as bad as you do." I said wanting to cry. He's so mean to me.
"Do you really want that? We can make that happen. You're worthless, he can just have you" he said. I slap him immediately regretting it. His face red and motionless. He pulls me by my wrist sitting down on the couch. Bending me over on his lap.
"That'll be the last time you hit me. Remember, i own you." He said harshly smacking my ass without stopping. I scream crying. It hurts so bad. He's fucking crazy.
"Stop. Jae, you're hurting me." I try to squirm out of his embrace but his grip is so strong. I just keep crying. He finally stops and starts petting my hair as I cry in my hands. I sit up on him and look him in the eyes so he can see what he does to me. Guilt is all I see. Then it happens. He grabs the back of my neck kissing me on the lips pulling away quickly. He seemed.... embarrassed? I smile at him innocently through my tears.
"Can you carry me out there" i ask.
"Yea, anything for you." He said picking me up. I hug him wrapping my legs around his torso.
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FanfictionAinsley is already sick of all the bs in her life and she is kidnapped just when she needs it. She's 16, a virgin, and mentally drained. Who wouldn't want to be kidnapped by the mafia in this shitty life? Her old life slowly faded away when she is a...