𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷𝓰𝓮

grumpy beginnings

"You did not kill him, look at me cara mia", the devil finished. But it was so hard to not stop staring my bloodied hands. Only if I had listened to his men & went inside the room. Lucifer might've granted him his life. I was still gaping at my palms through wet eyes when his finger ever so lightly tipped my head back. He gently told me to look at him again & I didn't miss the slightest hint of pleading in his voice, so I met his eyes. His eyes empty & I may be delusional but I saw sadness inside them. Maybe just a flicker of it but I'm not sure if I was right.

"You did not kill him", he repeated regardless. But his soft act only lasted a couple of seconds until he was back at being the rock hard hearted man that he is. He gripped my hand, this time with a little force, taking me into the room. When we reached the doorstep. Everywhere reeked of blood & sweat. I held myself back from puking all over the floor by covering my face from my left hand.

He held the door open for me & we stepped inside. The room was fancier then I had ever seen not that I cared about it. A king sized bed, railed windows, a walk-in closet & a massive chandelier in the centre of the room, greeting & mocking me of a golden cage I had walked right into. Devil pushed me to sit at the front of the bed as he brought a wet towel from the bathroom handing it to me. I couldn't make sense of why would he do that? I don't need the wet towel. So I just held it until he took it from me & carefully rubbed off traces of crimson on my face. I was absolutely horrified but he quickly dismissed it from my eyes. Pushing it inside his black pants

"You need to sleep. My men will tell you the rest when they wake you up tomorrow. Be up early or they'll break in to ensure you're safe", he finished. "How can I be safe with someone I'd die to run off from?", I questioned but he made no attempt to answer me & looked into my eyes. "You only need me to be safe because I'm your possession, not because you care", I told him at which he only shrugged faintly, with his hands buried in his pockets. "I do what I have to butterfly, I'm the italian capo. I own something when I want to, whoever I want to because I can. It's all in my power. You can try to escape a gazillion times but you're in my territory so you won't be able to unless I kill you or let you go, which I won't." With that he left the room & I was tired from trying & failing so much. I still don't know what he meant by I won't. He won't let me go or he won't kill me. Neither of which I like but I can't stay like this forever. At Least I'll try to survive as long as I can. I went inside the bathroom to find all the necessary toiletries inside. Before deciding to shower I went inside the closet to grab some pyjamas. I won't sleep in the clothes that might be bloodied.

So I washed & scrubbed myself, almost leaving scratches everywhere because every time I thought I was clean I would see some blood left on my body or maybe I was just mistaken. When I was all done & changed into the pyjama set that wasn't even my size. I went towards my door making sure it was locked & pushed a cupboard to block the entire door. When I was finally sure no one could step inside without me waking up. I went to the bed corner away from door & slept in the silk pyjamas that hung over my body because I am short & skinny.

Time skip Why would someone start thumping against my door so early. No Lord please I wanna sleep some more.

A loud bang & then my door along with cupboard came crashing down on the floor. Well, I was wide awake now, when two men stomped inside to ask me why I blocked the door. I told them I felt unsafe until I made sure no one would open the door without me being conscious. Anyone can try to rape me considering I'm inside a mobs house.

I was told to be ready in a particular track suit that rested at the edge of my bed. Lucifer's men also left breakfast for me. Did the literally abduct me, for me to follow a healthy routine? I swear if they drop me at my house right this moment I would follow a workout routine & do everything just to stay away from them, also quit being a couch potato. These people are not in their right mind. Clearly not. I dressed up into the blueish black t-shirt & shorts. Astonishingly, the shorts did not make me feel exposed. They were long but the shirt was longer & covered most of the back & front.

When I was ready the devil stepped inside & I may have been wrong but he looked surprised. I followed his eyes to my legs as if I wasn't wearing shorts underneath the long shirt, he looked somehow a bit furious but also well composed about it. "You need to know something before we start your daily set of training exercises." Training? For what? What is that I need to know? He must have read the confusion settling on my face when he decided to drop a bomb on me.            --------------------------------------------------------------------------‐---- Let's see what the mob boss decides to tell Rosalia. I'M DEAD CURIOUS. Like a hint on it would be, her reality would be life changing. Wagggh I'm so nervous bros.
Also I know I posted on Saturday rather than Sunday that's because I'll probably be out for the weekend♡